HIME – Chapter 5

Yibo closed his room door after entering into it. He stood against the door and kept his right hand on his chest while breathing heavily.

His heart was beating crazily and his mind was in a total mess. He felt strong pain in his lower part and he gulped hard when he looked down.

It was the first time when someone  turned him on. And that person is non other than Xiao Zhan, his enemy. He locked the door as there was no one except Yibo.

He went inside the bathroom and locked it. He unbuckled his belt and started started messaging his memb*r  to vanish that pain. He released heavy breath when his mind started seeing Zhan’s picture.

He felt totally different kind of sensation when he was imagining Zhan.

Yibo : Ahh.. F*ck.. I love it..

He was imagining zhan in a very dirty way. He was doing everything with in his mind that he really wants to do this time.

He greeted his teeth in desire. Lust was clouding his mind.  He picked up his pace as he was going to come soon. ..

Yibo : F*ck zhan!! Ahhh!! Agghhhh!!!!

He moaned when he cum on his hand. He released a breath of relief and thought he wants to feel more. But not alone or with anyone, he wants to feel it with Zhan.

Yibo : Zhan, you just wait..  So what if you are straight.? I would love to bend you.

He heard yubin’s voice from outside the room, he was knocking and asking if anyone was there. He sighed in frustration.

Yibo cleaned the mess and himself before coming out of the bathroom and opened the door for Yubin.

Yubin : What were you doing?  Why did you locked the door.?

Yibo : By mistake.

He left from there after saying that, leaving Yubin all dumbfounded.

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Xiao Zhan was lying on the grass with his closed eyes and thinking how cute yibo was looking few minutes ago.

Everyone was looking at him with surprise. He was the only one who dared to lie down on the ground. But zhan didn’t care about people or what they thought of him. He was happily engrossed in his own thoughts.

But then he heard someone whining.

“Gege.. He is the one who fought with my Yibo and locked him inside the library storage.”

He opened his eyes and saw the girl who had caught him and Yibo in the storage room. But she was not alone, there were many boys standing in a circle around Zhan.

Zhan : Is it proper etiquette to disturb the sleep of someone you don’t know?

“Shut up do you know who they are? ” she shouted in her thin voice which was painful in Zhan’s ear. He looked at her with his irritated face and sighed in frustration.

Zhan : No. I don’t know you either. Who are you?

“You–” She was going to say something but the leader of that gang stopped her.

Yuchen : Fei.. Let me handle this.

He said and took few steps toward Zhan, Zhan tilted his head and smirked while looking at the leader.

Yuchen : Of course you may not know us because you are new. But She is my sister..  And her gege is the leader of this college’s most dangerous gang.

Zhan couldn’t stop himself and burst into laughter. Yuchen looked at him with his confused expression and Zhan controlled himself and said.

Zhan : Sorry sorry..  It was too funny for me. I couldn’t stop myself from laughing sorry. And yeah what were you saying ‘most dangerous gang of college?’ .. Dude, what century are you living in?  I don’t even watch such type of dramas that have college gangs and all. Its childish for me.

Yuchen furrowed and started fuming with anger.  His friend took one step to hit zhan but Zhan immediately stopped him while showing him his palm.

Zhan : Aaa! I’m not insulting you..  Everyone have their own opinions about everything.  It maybe cool for you but not for me. So carry on with your game and excuse me.

He patted Yuchen’s shoulder and started walking but someone grabbed his collar from back and Zhan turned around to glared at him.

Zhan : Dude, this is really not funny.  Now you are crossing your limits.

Fei : Oh !! So, You are trying to run away because you are scared of my brothers huh!? How dare you bothers my Yibo ?

Zhan snatched his collar away from that person’s grip and turned around to argue with her with his irritated expressions.

Zhan : Your Yibo? First of all he is not yours, and second HE bothers me.! Your name is Fei right? Listen to me Fei, he is not a normal person.  Leave him and live your life peacefully. You are lucky that he doesn’t give you attention.

Fei started feeling embarrassed with his words. She thought he was insulting her indirectly.

Fei : “Ge~   see he is insulting me. “

Zhan widened his eyes in shock and exclaimed

Zhan : But When!!??

Yuchen : Are you showing off that he only pays attention to you?

Zhan : Its not something that i should be showing off. I’m fed up with his attention too. But what to do, he can’t digest his food without annoying me.

He chuckled while thinking about him and fei gritted her teeth in jealousy.

Yuchen : Well its good. As long as you stay away from him, you will be safe.

Zhan furrowed at him because he didn’t like his tone. It was like he was threatening to him.

Before he could say something, he saw Yuchen nodded his head while looking at his friends and someone covered his mouth from behind and started dragging him with themselves.

Zhan was struggling to get himself free but 4 boys were grabbing him. He saw fei was smirking while walking with them.

They reached in front of the room and there was no one except them. There was pin drop silence and those boys left Zhan. Zhan sighed in relief and shouted at them..

Zhan : What the hell is wrong with you !!! ?

Yuchen glared at him and said

Yuchen : Shut your mouth! You should have thought before running your tongue in front of me. This is just a warning for you. Next time, we will beat the shit out of you. …..Lock him inside .

He said to his friends and Zhan widened his eyes in shock.

Zhan : What!? LEAVE ME!!

He started screaming when those boys dragged him inside the store room of old campus of college and locked him inside all alone.

He started hitting on the door while screaming.

Zhan : F***ing open the door if you love your life.. !!!! OPEN IT RIGHT NOW!!!

He was getting frustrated but he wasn’t going to beg infront of them. Never!. He heard ..Fei was laughing at him and he gritted his teeth when he heard.

Fei : You deserve it.. Now enjoy your own company ..

He heard them leaving and he kicked the door hardly with his leg. He turned around and saw the whole room was filled with the darkness only.  There wasn’t even a single window. All the furniture was old and covered with dust.

He released a trembling breath and he started feeling anxiety.  He gulped hard and felt tightness in his chest.

He was scared.

He did not realise but he felt witness on his cheeks. He took one step backward and felt door against his back.

He felt something moving near his leg and he immediately screamed…
His hands started trembling and he was sweating hard… He will die if he will stay here for long.

He started breathing heavily and thought he can’t die here. He checked his pocket and luckily found his phone. He searched for Yubin’s number and called him. He cursed on him when he didn’t pick up his call.

He was searching for Cheng’s number but then he realised he never asked for his number. He started looking for someone else number with his trembling hand and then he saw Haoxuan name. He immediately called him.

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Haoxuan was walking beside Yibo and Jiyang. They were going supermarket. He heard his ringtone and took out his phone to see who was calling him. He smirked and showed it to Yibo.

Haoxuan : Your enemy is getting too close to me.

Yibo rolled his eyes and pretended like he doesn’t care. Haoxuan picked up the call and said with his smirk.

Haoxuan : Hey Zhan! What–

Zhan : Help -me..

Haoxuan furrowed when he heard his trembling voice. He immediately got worried and asked in concern.

Haoxuan : Zhan? Are you okay? What happe–

Before he could continue yibo snatched his phone and  heard Zhan’s heavy breath.

Yibo : Zhan ? Where are you? What happen!??

Zhan : Yibo– Some freak–they– locked me inside the– old store –Please help me!!

Yibo widened his eyes when he heard that. He know that Zhan have
claustrophobia as well as Nyctophobia. Yibo’s heart beat increased just with the thought of Zhan was there alone.  He immediately turned around and started running toward the old campus.

Yibo : Zhan calm down first.. Breath calmly okay.. I’m coming there.. Just breath..

He said to zhan while running and heard him zhan was doing what Yibo ordered him. Yibo felt too bad that Zhan was  suffering it alone.

Zhan : Yi-bo… I Can’t– breath– Everything— is dark.. I don’t— want die— here. I don’t— want to die — without having–s*x .. Save– me..

Yibo : I’m coming, just listen to me.. Close your eyes and listen to me.. You are not alone there, I’m with you. I won’t let you die there. I promise you will have a good f*ck. Just breath… Are you listening to me.. ??

He asked in his concerned voice but zhan stopped replying him.

Yibo : F*ck!!!

He cursed and ran as fast as he could.  He reached there and immediately opened the door while calling him.

Yibo : ZHAN!!

Yibo saw him lying on the floor and immediately rushed toward him. He squatted down to reach his level.  He saw he was all wet with his sweat. Yibo started tapping his face while calling him but he wasn’t responding.

At that time, yibo got too worried. He picked him up in a bridal style and started running outside.

When he saw some people, he screamed on the top of his lungs..

Yibo :  CALL THE AMBULANCE!!!

Haoxuan : What happened to him?

Yibo : He fainted..

He said with his almost teary eyes. Everyone around them was looking at them with their surprised face..

Haoxuan : Let’s take him to infirmary ..

Yibo : Are you fucking serious!!  He fainted..  Call the ambulance right now!!!

He yelled on Haoxuan and Jiyang got shocked when he heard his raised voice.  No one ever saw yibo like this.

Haoxuan : I know you are worried but please trust me, this college also have some best doctors.  Or do you want to waste your time in waiting for ambulance?

Yibo widened his eyes in realisation and shook his head while saying.

Yibo : No. Lets go there ..

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Few hours later

Zhan opened his eyes and saw YangZi was sitting beside him. She immediately stood up and smiled at him while saying.

YangZi : Thank god… You woke up. Everyone was too worried about you when we heard you had fainted.

He looked around and saw Yibo, Haoxuan and yubin was there too.

Zhan : Who brought me here?

Yubin : Y-

YangZi : Haoxuan, Yibo and Jiyang..

He looked at Yibo who was showing his expressionless face to YangZi. Zhan wasn’t liking that Yibo was looking at Yangzi when he should be looking at Zhan.

Haoxuan was going to say something but Yibo grabbed his hand and shook his head.  Haoxuan sighed and Yibo left from there.

Zhan stood up from his place and started going toward Yibo. But YangZi grabbed his hand and said..

YangZi : Zhan you need rest..

He smiled at her and removed her hand from his wrist politely and said.

Zhan : Thanks for staying with me. I’m totally fine now. You can go.

He said and started walking outside the infirmary. Haoxuan followed him and said.

Haoxuan : It wasn’t me or jiyang .It was Yibo.

Zhan turned around and looked at his serious expression. ‘He isn’t joking’ zhan thought.

Haoxuan : I don’t know why she lied but Yibo ran all the way to store room and he was running all around the college with you in his arms. He had created a huge scene just because you fainted. He was insisting on calling an  ambulance for you because he was scared for you.

Zhan widened his eyes and when he heard that.  His heart skipped a beat and somehow he was feeling happy.

Haoxuan : And yeah.. He was the one who stayed with you all the time. YangZi came there few minutes before you woke up.

He smiled at Zhan and left him there.

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Zhan entered in his room and saw yibo was lying on his bed and breathing while looking at the ceiling.

Zhan : Yibo ..

Yibo turned his head toward him with his expressionless face.

Zhan : Thank you for saving me.. I know it was you.

Yibo scoffed sarcastically and got up from his bed and started taking steps toward Zhan. He grabbed his wrist and pinned Zhan against the wall.

Zhan got startled with the sudden behaviour of him .. He furrowed in Confusion.

Yibo  : Of course, i had to save you. I still have some humanity. I’m not like you Zhan. Even though, i hate you so much but i couldn’t stop myself from helping you. And this make me wonder, did you ever take me as your friend?.

Zhan looked into his eyes and saw his hurt expressions. His eyes were red and staring into Zhan’s soul.

Zhan : Yibo.. That time.. I was just a k-

Yibo : I never wanted you to help me Zhan.. I just wanted you to stay there. I wanted to see worries in your eyes, i wanted to hear your scream for someone’s help. I just didn’t wanted to feel lonely at that time. If you had stayed with me there for the whole time, i would never blame you even if i die–

Zhan : Stop talking non sense. Don’t you dare say those words again..

Yibo scoffed and moved his face toward zhan’s left ear and said angrily..

Yibo : Stop pretending like you care.. You were the one who left me there for dying, all alone. And after saving you, i hate you more. Because I just realised, from the very beginning it was just me who was your friend. And You …you never thought me as your friend.

Zhan felt a heavy pain in his chest. His throat was hurting too. He wanted to cry but he just gulped down his feelings.  If he would have opened his mouth to say something, he would’ve ended up crying in front of Yibo.

Yibo waited for his reply. He wanted him to speak. He wanted him to say that Yibo is wrong but Zhan wasn’t opening his mouth. He was just staring on the floor. Yibo wanted to fight with him but he didn’t want to bother him more as he had gone through so much today.

Yibo released his grip and went outside the room.

Zhan’s eyes started tearing up when he noticed Yibo left him without bothering him more and it was unlike him. He wiped his tears and went toward his bed to sleep.

When he thought everything might be going to change between them. But again they went to their normal relationship.

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At bar

Yibo :  Did you find out who locked him there?

He asked Haoxuan who was sitting with him and sipping his drink comfortably.

Haoxuan : Yuchen and Gang… You remember?  I told you that girl Fei, who follows you everywhere and her brother Yuchen. They all locked him there.. I don’t know the reason but it maybe connected with you.

Yibo gulped down his drink and sighed in frustration.

Yibo : Make all of them rusticate.

Haoxuan : It would be difficult, we don’t have any proof against them. They specially chose that area because there is no cctv cameras.  But still i will try my best ..

Yibo again started gulping his drink in one breath.

Haoxuan : Easy man.. Why are you so furious?

He kept the almost empty glass on the table and sighed..

Yibo : I messed up everything again..

Haoxuan chuckled at him and asked..

Haoxuan : What happened?

Yibo : I was angry at the person who locked him there and then i got triggered by Yangzi’s closeness with Zhan. And took out all my anger on Zhan..

Haoxuan shook his head in disbelief and yibo continued…

Yibo : I brought our past again and hurt him with my words.. But I cant help it..  Everything i said was true…

Haoxuan made irritated face and said

Haoxuan : Can you please forget your past? For how long you will hold your grudges?  Yibo think about it, he was just a kid. How could he save you.  Anyone at that age would have run away. Do you wanted him to stay there and see you dying?? Didn’t you know he was scared of water? ….And maybe he ran away to ask someone’s help, who knows..  And you never wanted to know his side. Just forget about it.. I know he might be regretting all his life. I’ve seen his hurt eyes whenever you brought past again and again.

He sighed after saying all these and looked at Yibo who was looking down with his furrowed eyebrows.

Haoxuan : You are blaming him but he maybe blaming himself.. You are hating him but he maybe hating himself for causing that accident.

Yibo felt tightness in his chest.  He started feeling uneasy.  He looked at Haoxuan and asked…

Yibo : You are right..He was just 12..  I should just forget about the past.. And i really want to………..But i hurt him again… What should i do now?

Haoxuan widened his eyes and smiled widely. Its not like it was the first time when Haoxuan asked him to forget about the past, every time yibo replied only two words “I can’t”. But this time yibo agreed on this. Haoxuan narrowed his eyes and moved closer to read Yibo’s expressions..

Haoxuan :  You figured out your feelings toward Zhan, right?

Yibo widened his eyes when Haoxuan caught him .. He looked away and cleared his throat before giving him a small nod.

Haoxuan :  wow! Great !

Yibo : Great my As&… I ruined everything..  I said i hate him more.  I don’t know how to face him anymore.

Haoxuan chuckled at him and shook his head in disbelief while sipping his drink.

Haoxuan : Go and tell him..

Yibo pouted..

Yibo : But i don’t know if he will like me back or not. I’m scared to tell him my feelings. He is not gay or bisexual.

Haoxuan smirked and said while pointing his finger toward yibo..

Haoxuan :  Believe me, My gay radar works better than your brain.

Yibo smiled a little but it wasn’t confirmed yet so he pouted..

He said and gulped the last drop of his drink and kept it on the table with a thud voice.

Haoxuan  : Are you gonna see someone snatching away Zhan?

Yibo widened his eyes and he glared at Haoxuan.

Yibo : No F***ing way!! He is mine. He has to be mine..

Haoxuan rolled his eyes but smirked at the end. …

Haoxuan  : Then do something, or YangZi will take your place.  I saw it today, how clever she is.

Yibo scoffed sarcastically.. And started pouring more drink in his glass.

Yibo : She is not even my competition. She will never able to snatch him away from me. But first of all i need to solve everything between me and Zhan.

Yibo sipped his drink and Haoxuan smirked while thinking something..

Haoxuan: Day after tomorrow, we are going for college trip. It will be the best time to solve everything.. And don’t worry I will make sure that Zhan will spend his time with you only. Done..?

Yibo smirked while thinking and replied evilly..

Yibo : Done!

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