CH- Chapter 31

Xiao Zhan

After been whole day on the beach with Fei and Yanli he enjoyed a lot…

Well looking Fei so full of life and happily made him very happy… his daughter loves water… it was Fei loud exciting giggles were soothing sound in his ears…

Then that sudden demand for shopping he has to do and then has to buy those damn swimsuit that he has no idea what he will do with…. Totally tired him.

It was only one day and Yibo was super busy… he even came late last night when Zhan was fast asleep and in the morning he was gone…

what a perfect family vacation they are having…Zhan thought sarcastically.

There was a time when he was grateful when Yibo was gone for long trips or come home late at night.

but now Zhan wants him to be around…which is foolish….because Yibo is changed but not that changed that makes him completely different…

Zhan still see those moments in Yibo’s eyes when there is hate, anger, and resentment for him.

He tries to avoid these moments and never mention anything that makes him short.

Zhan was taking a shower and it was almost ten pm…

He was sure Yibo will come late usually so he can read a book, and then take a good sleep as tomorrow is a big gala event he has to be fresh and at his best…

He doesn’t want to disappoint Yibo.

He was scrubbing himself then the sliding door of the shower room opened…

Zhan gasped but it was Yibo who standing with both legs cross and he was looking shamelessly at him in dark desire…

Zhan awkwardly said “You are early.”

Yibo looked him from bottom in a provocative manner and said.

“Yeah unexpectedly the meeting was finished before… I was calling you but then you were busy here… you didn’t hear me.”

Zhan thought is he in trouble? For not answering him.

“I m sorry, I thought you will be late.. I’m almost done.”

he was turning the knob but Yibo said.

“no you are not because I want a shower, that’s mean you are staying too.”

Yibo said this all while removing his clothes in a seconds.

Zhan was nervous they never share a shower together… it was so personal… he moved back and give him some space.

Zhan was feeling conscious about his body…

Zhan knows Yibo might know everything about his body during sex but it was in the dark or when he covered but now Yibo can see how imperfect his body is… especially those scars that he has to live with them forever…

But it was also given by him why feel bad Yibo should feel guilty for this.. his mind told him.

But he knows that Yibo was right all time he will never be beautiful. Zhan get emotional but shakes his head.

Yibo might saw him doing that.

“Why you shaking your head, you don’t want me here.” he said in confusion

Zhan softly said. “No. I’m just feeling cold.”

Yibo turn the temperature little warm.

“Now is it OK? come on turn around I will scrub your hair!”

Zhan turn by order and looks at the wall, he felt Yibo hand and Zhan shivers but he said nothing.

Yibo took the shampoo and scrub his hair surprisingly very gently and then risen him… he then smell him… he means when Yibo put his lips and suck him lightly on his neck.

Zhan was getting hot and he knows it has nothing to do with the warm water that is pouring on both of them.

(Zhan hair is long like in untamed)

Yibo grabs all his wet hair and twist them and throw them in front of his shoulder to get the more space to kiss his back but all Zhan heard was gasp sound like Yibo was shocked at something…

Zhan was confused for a moment but then he realized what Yibo  might say… the scars on his back. Those cigarette scars.

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Wang Yibo

He was rock hard when he saw his wife naked and wet body in the shower…

He wanted him immediately but they never did that in shower so he thought to take it slowly….

They were getting in the moment when he saw his scars on his back those were not normal looking scars they were small scars where the skin looks rough and hard in appearance …

…it was not clearly visible in any clothing but he can see his cruelty on his wife back and remember that day whey he was enjoying his wife screams his pleas and his loud screeching crying…

But he loves his wife misery and pining and now he wants to hate himself wants to give these same scars to himself he gives him one point.

He felt Zhan to be tense.

Zhan turned to him and was crying. “Plz don’t say anything i know they are ugly and I look repulsive to you now.”

Zhan looked ashamed but Yibo should be the one to look ashamed what he did to him…

…how he fuck with his wife mind that he thought he is not beautiful… his(yibo) emotions were very everywhere but he didn’t say anything…

He quietly turn his wife body and then put his lips on his scars and kiss all of his scars…

Zhan was tense as hell but he was breaking Yibo can see that…

Zhan was breathing heavily. Yibo wanted to give him the pleasure his wife never had.

He said then. “put your arms on the wall (Zhan looked unsure) believe me you will love it!”

Zhan did that and Yibo then goes down on his knee and did what he never expected to do on his wife.

Zhan made surprise sound “ohh” and he was going crazy what Yibo was doing to him… it was extreme, Zhan can feel it… he can’t control it and put his hands on Yibo hair and screamed Yibo name at top of his lungs.

Yibo was amazed how Zhan responds to him.

Zhan was in his own imaginary world and said “no one did this to me it was so good”

he said to himself but aloud Yibo was extremely satisfied and his male ego gives him thumb ups..

“I’m happy then too and now it’s my turn.”

he put him back on the wall and hold him and then he was inside him… it was heaven…. he don’t know he will ever get enough of his wife… he kissed him and then had the best shower sex of his life.

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Xiao Zhan

They were on the bed laying naked.

Where Zhan’s head was in Yibo’s chest which was becoming his favorite pillow and Yibo was snuggling him and had a cigarette on his mouth.

Zhan never like it when Yibo smokes cigarettes… maybe because it’s not good for health… but also it makes Yibo lose his mind and he does stupid things to him but today looks likes different case, he was calm and silent.

“Did you go shopping.” Yibo said while smoking.

Zhan node.

“Yes sir! I did and brought some of the swimsuits like you said and Yanli took me to some amazing places especially there is a small beach cafe… the food is so good Yibo… I mean sir…”

He immediately corrected himself.

Yibo was quiet for a moment and was smoking silently again.

Like he was lost in his thought then he said.

“You can go again tomorrow morning too if you want… the gala is at night you will have plenty of time for shopping.”

Zhan smiles.

“Thank you but I don’t think I need anything. I was really tired and it was Yanli who help me where to get what, I was so lost without her she is a good woman (Yibo nodes at that) and she is very fond of you, she also tell me, you helped her son too.”

He said hesitantly like he is not crossing any line he had in this relationship.

Yibo put the finished cigarettes in the ashtray and said.

“I’m very fond of her too she is like a mother to me.. I looked to her like my mom. Mom and dad were always out of the home so it was Nai Nai who look after us and love us… so giving a job and settling her son life in England is nothing to me. I want to do more.”

Yibo said with a smile.

Zhan was surprised, he always thought Yibo was never that much considerate and loving for someone else… maybe it’s my fault I repulses everyone in love department… look at my parents then my husband case.

Yibo was now on top of him and looking at him seductively. “Are you sore.”

Zhan blushed, well he is sore but Yibo was asking his permission ok sort of and he can’t say no to him… he shakes his head in denial.

Yibo took a relief breath. “Thank god.”

And then they do many times and both slept almost in the early morning.

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Xiao Zhan

He was sitting in the balcony and was looking at the ocean blue water he felt fresh air on his face and he smiles he always like such places…

He was looking at Fei who was crawling in the mat placed on the floor.

Zhan was trying to make her eat her apple and banana puree but little Fei was excited to make her mother chase her.

Zhan grab her chubby legs softly and said “gotcha”

Fei laughed and Zhan also join her and said. “you like mama to chase you”

Zhan tickle Fei small feet and Fei giggle loudly.

“I will eat you” Zhan lie down and held Fei in air and kissed her.

Both mother and daughter were lost in their moment that they don’t realized someone enter that room.

When Zhan turn and saw it was Yibo who was looking very strangely at this moment…

His eyes were light in the sun and he was saying nothing just staring like he is saving this moment in his mind…

Then Yibo said “They are some people who come to make you ready for tonight gala.”

Zhan drop Fei who get busy at crawling and Yibo for a moment was stunned to saw that “she is crawling?” he said to himself.

but Zhan heard him and he replied. “She starts a few weeks ago now she wants to stay all time like this.”

Yibo looks away like he doesn’t care but Zhan was hurt by his action why can’t he love her if he can change his behavior towards him than why not towards his own daughter.

“Anyways there some professionals here and they will help you.” Yibo said in business tone.

Zhan replied slowly.

“But sir i’m really grateful but I can manage on my own.”

Yibo narrow his eyes.

“Maybe but like I said they are professional they know how to do their job better than you… it’s very important event for me so these will make you look decent and beautiful.”

Zhan flinched… so Yibo called these people to make his ugly face to little beautiful… oh well he is doing a favor… Zhan otherwise because of you he will get embarrassed that Wang Yibo town hottest man get an ugly looking wife… Zhan thought….

Zhan tries to give him a smile but it looks shaky and teary in nature. “Ok I’m really thankful.”

But Yibo can see the hurt in his eyes. He just nodes and called the beauty expert team.

After Yanli took Fei from the room… the expert team start working on Zhan.

Zhan mood was already spoiled… he just wants this evening go smoothly he doesn’t want to disappoint Yibo.

After almost hour, Zhan was ready wearing his navy blue suit with hair drawn downwards in loose curls and wearing the pearl pendant and chain.

The expert team told him he looked so beautiful and natural but he didn’t believe them he wants to hear this from Yibo mouth then he will believe it.

Zhan checked Fei who peacefully sleeping.

He kissed her head and walk slowly towards downstairs.

He saw Yibo was wearing a tux and was looking so handsome as a movie star, He was talking to Yanli but stop when he saw him…

His eyes bulged in surprised and he looks up and down to him, Zhan felt butterfly in his stomach what Yibo will say to him did he like it did he not like it Zhan wants him to say something…

Yanli put a hand on her mouth and said. “Wow my Zhan looks beautiful like a goddess isn’t it Yibo.”

But Yibo still not said anything he just a node and look at his watch.

“Nai Nai we are getting late we have to go now… come on Zhan.”

He said in a disinterested tone like he doesn’t care his wife look beautiful or not.

Zhan felt embarrassed and stupid that how he can be beautiful in his husband eyes.

Yanli looked angry and pass a look at Yibo but Yibo ignored both of them and said nothing.

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