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CBL- 2.

Did My Love Nothing To Him

Xiao Zhan was busy in the kitchen for several hours and he was getting more and more upset. He then finished making dinner and waited for a long time. The meals all got cool, but Wang Yibo was not back yet. Though he usually was, Yibo would come back before ten o’colck.

 
Zhan was sitting at the table, clenching his phone. His hands got sweaty. He called him again and again, but Zhan hung up every time.
 
He stared at the clock in the living room, counting. Then an hour had passed, but the living room was still empty, and it was quite quiet outside the mansion.
 
Yibo… was not coming home tonight?
 
How surprised and excited was he because his loved one came back?
 
Xiao Zhan wanted to phoned him and asked him to come back, but then he thought humbly that these five years he had been sticking with Wang Yibo. But this time, he wanted to take a risk. He wanted to bet that Wang Yibo would choose to come home at last.
 
Zhan didn’t have the appetite to eat, either, so he put away those already cold meals and then went upstairs to sleep. But he couldn’t fall asleep, listening to the clock ticking. His abdomen was acting up and he felt more and more pain, curling on the bed, wrapping himself up tightly with a quilt. But he could still feel cold and painful.
 
At 3 a.m, Wang Yibo was not back yet.
 
Zhan’s forehead was covered with sweat and he became a little unconscious. Then he tried hard to phone Wang Yibo, after a few ringing, from the other side came a voice of a woman.
 
“Hello, who is calling?”
 
Xiao Zhan asked with his trembling voice, “Where is Wang Yibo?” 
 
“Yibo?” The woman smiled and said, “He’s asleep. If you have anything to tell him, I can tell him for you.”
 
He was asleep…
 
Xiao Zhan felt his heart was aching. He curled up a bit, saying, “No, thanks.”
 
The woman on the other side was silent for a few seconds and then said indifferently, “OK,”
 
The other side hung up decidedly. 
 
Tears were welling up in Xiao Zhan’s eyes. He was looking at the screen which was getting dark. He felt a sudden cold and he curled up harder. The pain in his heart was way much worse than the pain in his abdomen.  
     
He just got an abortion surgery and stayed at home all alone, while Yibo was sleeping together with his old love without considering whether Zhan would be OK.
 
Not knowing how long did his pain last, he blacked out.
 
….
 
 
Waking up the next morning, no one was beside Zhan. Yibo didn’t come home last night.
     
Zhan stood in the big living room, raising his head up strongly, but he couldn’t help crying.
     
When Zhan made the break with his parents, all of his relatives said that he was out of his mind because of a man.
     
Xiao Zhan admitted that Wang Yibo had already been an obsession to him. These five years, Yibo meant the world to him. If Yibo was gone, Zhan own world would be falling apart.
 
Zhan was absent-minded for a forenoon, he could no longer wait. Then he went to the Wang’s. 
 
Xiao Zhan saw Wang Yibo came out from the building before getting off, and he was happily taking her girl’s hand in his hand. Xiao Zhan was sure that it was Qiu Zixuan.
     
Zhan had seen Zixuan’s picture, even if he had never seen it, he could still recognize that face and her eyes. 
 
Because Xiao Zhan and Qiu Zixuan had eighty percent similarity.
     
Wang Yibo seldom laughed but now he was spoiling the girl he was looking at. It seemed that he quite enjoyed listening to her talking and smiling.
 
Xiao Zhan gripped the steering wheel tightly and his fingertips were pale. He didn’t get off, watching them get in a car and leave. Then he followed them and saw them get off at Wang’s residence.
     
Xiao Zhan raised his head and looked at the old building, couldn’t help laughing. He then cried when he was laughing. The tears got in his mouth, and they were bitter and spicy.
     
The Wang’s residence, he never got inside and Wang Yibo never thought of taking him home.
 
Feeling the pain in his heart, Xiao Zhan stayed in his car, crying. He had spent five years for Yibo, but he got only an unreal dream, and now he was woken up. He was stunned and panic.
 
Zhan went home in a daze, waiting for Yibo. He still stuck to the hope that Yibo would be back. They had been together for five years. It was impossible that Yibo didn’t care about him at all.
 
 …
 
In the evening, Wang Yibo arrived at the mansion. Xiao Zhan pulled the door opened in his excitement, dashing into Yibo’s arms, embracing him. Zhan was so happy that he cried.
 
“Xiao Zhan, I need to talk to you.”
 
Wang Yibo pulled him off, frowning. 
 
Xiao Zhan was panic, raising his head with an astonished look. He tried to avoid looking Yibo in the eyes, and turned around to go to the kitchen, saying, “I’ll make you a dinner…”
 
“Stop.” Wang Yibo pulled him back. 
 
Xiao Zhan stumbled a bit, and he felt his legs were so weak to support his body.
 
“I don’t want to listen to you…” Xiao Zhan was smiling uglily, lowering his head, looking elsewhere.
 
“Xiao Zhan ” Wang Yibo said in a slightly angry tone.
 
Before he continued to say something Zhan had already begun to cry. 
 
Then Zhan sniffed his nose, pretending that nothing had happened and said with a smile, “Go ahead. Tell me.”
 
“Qiu Zixuan is back.”
 
“I know.”
 
“You know, after all these years, I missed her and…”
 
“So?” Xiao Zhan stubbornly raised his head, saying, “If you can’t let go of your feelings for her, you can chat with each other more. I’m OK with that. I can stay at home alone. You don’t come back and I only need to make dinner for myself, which is much easier…–“
 
“Xiao Zhan.” Wang Yibo interrupted him, frowning, saying, “You know what I mean.”
 
“No, I don’t!” Tears were filled with Xiao Zhan’s eyes at once. He could not even see Yibo’s face clearly, and then he was crying, laughing and saying incoherently, “I won’t care that you will treat her better than me. Because I know that feeling of regaining someone who was so important, after all. It’s difficult to forget those happy hours easily…”
 
“Xiao Zhan…”
 
Wang Yibo was ineffably irritated by the look of that man who was trying to hold back his tears. and Yibo held this man who was going to lose control, saying very seriously, “I’ll leave this mansion to you and you can ask for break -up fee as much as you want. If you don’t want to stay in the Beijing, I can take you abroad. Didn’t you say that you want to go to Sydney? I can take you there.”
 
Zhan did want to go to Sydney, but he just wanted to be with him. Without Yibo, he would not want to go anywhere.
 
Xiao Zhan closed his eyes, afraid to look him in the eyes. He shook his head and said, “I’m not with you for these. Wang Yibo, I want to be with you forever. I never thought that we would drift apart. I can’t accept that. I won’t accept this result.”
 
Wang Yibo was aware of the stubbornness in Zhan’s bones, but looking at Zhan, he frowned and felt uncomfortable in his chest.
 
Yibo loosed his tie and said in a more serious tone, “What do you want? You name it, I’ll meet your needs.”
 
Xiao Zhan was crying sadly, “I don’t want anything. Except you, I don’t want anything!”
 
Wang Yibo was even more angry and said with no mercy, “I’ll leave this mansion to you and give you fifty million yuan as the compensation of these five years. If you don’t think it’s enough, you can just ask for more.”
 
Yibo began to pack up his stuff upstairs. 
 
Xiao Zhan stumbled and followed him into the room, hugging him from behind. Wang Yibo frowned and pushed him off. Xiao Zhan was pushed off on the floor.
 
Looking at the heartless face of the man, finally, Zhan couldn’t help but shouted, “Five years’ compensation? How are you going to compensate me? Five years of my youth, five years of waiting, how can you just ignore this? Wang Yibo, I just had an abortion surgery because of you and I can no longer get pregnant again. Now you want to abandon me that easily? Qiu Zixuan came back so you can treat me like garbage?”
 
Wang Yibo was stunned and he was upset and angry, looking at Xiao Zhan, which was like a blade, saying, “Xiao Zhan, You have no idea about the feeling that the one you love came back to life again. That excitement and gratitude are what you have never been through. So you can’t understand me. You don’t know how it feels like to make up for all those five years she had been gone for.”
 
Wang Yibo’s words shocked and stunned Xiao Zhan. Zhan didn’t come to his sense until Yibo went downstairs and left, until this house got terribly quiet.
 
The excitement and gratitude toward coming back to life?

Yeah, I hadn’t been through this, so I could not feel anything about it. I did not know how deep was that love.

What else could I do besides envy?
 
What about my five years? Did my love mean nothing to him?
 
Was it only if I died, would I deserve to make Wang Yibo miss me?
 
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