Wang Yibo didn’t wanna stay in the hospital so he went home to rest. He insisted at Xiao Zhan’s disapproval. He hoped that the last part of his life would be spent with Zhan.
That night, Wang Yibo held Xiao Zhan tightly until Zhan felt choky.
Zhan got up to the bathroom, but was dragged by Yibo.
“Xiao Zhan.”
Yibo was afraid that Zhan would not come back after he left.
Xiao Zhan clapped his hand, “I just wanna go to the bathroom, I’ll be back in two minutes.”
Even if he said so, Wang Yibo was still afraid. He went with him hardly.
Xiao Zhan felt that Yibo was a child.
Wang Yibo always stuck to him no matter what Zhan did for the next time.
Yibo must looked at him to make sure that Zhan was in his sight, so that he could feel at ease.
When Xiao Zhan made breakfast and Yibo waited aside, he would turn his eyes on him without seeing anywhere.
“Xiao Zhan.” Wang Yibo suddenly asked, “Do you still hate me?”
Xiao Zhan stopped working and took a deep breath, Hate?
Once he hated. He hated him into his world, destroyed it, and finally left, leaving him alone miserable.
Even this time, he came back with revenge.
When he knew that Wang Yibo was not getting married with Qiu Zixuan, and what Yibo did in the past year, he clearly should relieve. But he did not understand what he really thought.
Later, he knew from Yang Yang that Wang Yibo was dying.
Only then, did Xiao Zhan realize that his world had completely collapsed.
No matter what the final support for his was either love or hate, he knew it all came from Wang Yibo.
He wanted Yibo to fall in love with him, and then he ruthlessly abandoned him, However, at last, it turned out to be the one he had never thought of.
Love and hate cannot be avoided. You cannot feel one without the other too.
Xiao Zhan brought breakfast to him and smiled slightly, “Have breakfast.”
Wang Yibo wanna continue to ask, but the doorbell rang. It’s Yibo’s parents.
Since knowing that Wang Yibo had cancer, the attitude of Wang Qiren changed dramatically.
They came almost every day.
“Yibo, this is a diet made for you by myself. I have consulted. It’s good for your health.”
The eyes of Wang Carmen were swollen for her cry during this time. She looked for counseling everywhere and Wang Qiren also contacted experts in this field at home and abroad.
“Your mum got up early to cooked it, no matter whether have an appetite or not, have a little.” Wang Qiren was strict as usual, but his tone was obviously kinder than before.
Wang Yibo drank the soup a little with a cold face.
Wang Carmen held Xiao Zhan’s hands and tears streamed down, “Are you Xiao Zhan? You’re not….”
“I did come back from the gate of hell, I’m not dead.”
At that time, Xiao Zhan really wanted to die. But Yang Yang saved him and told him that if he died like this, it would be really worthless.
So later he declared Zhan death to everyone, which was contrary to doctor’s rule.
The body that Wang Yibo thought it was Xiao Zhan was not Xiao Zhan at all. It was just a man who had a similar figure to Xiao Zhan.
Maybe Wang Yibo was so heartbroken that he didn’t suspect. Or maybe it was because blood covered face that he made him have a mistake.
Yang Yang changed Xiao Zhan identity, covering all traces. Then he spent a long time with him before Zhan finally recovered.
Wang Carmen didn’t ask anymore, just feeling that it was a good thing that Xiao Zhan could live well. She also blamed herself for not accepting Xiao Zhan at first, which led to this series of tragedies.
How could Xiao Zhan care about it?
They both chatted while Wang Qiren coughed aside. He wanted to apologize, but didn’t know how to say that.
Finally, the relation eased.
Seeing off the parents, Wang Yibo held Xiao Zhan’s hands. He was a little cold, but still trying to warm him.
Without any words, Xiao Zhan felt unprecedented comfortable.
***
Wang Yibo went abroad for treatment and Xiao Zhan planned to go together, however… he’s pregnant!
This made Xiao Zhan ecstatic!
“Are you serious?” Xiao Zhan once again assured to the doctor.
The doctor nodded, and congratulated, “In fact, you are very difficult to conceive, but you are pregnant indeed.”
Xiao Zhan went out of the hospital and wept with joy. He looked up to feel sunshine and thanked God for his care.
Finally, Wang Yibo left something in this world.
The child… was enough for Xiao Zhan to remember Wang Yibo all life.
When he returned in the evening, he told Wang Yibo the good news.
At that time, Yibo was lying in bed, and his health was very bad.
But hearing the news, he was excited to get out of bed and held him in his arms. Xiao Zhan could feel his excitement through his trembling body.
“It’s wonderful, Xiao Zhan.” He whispered, voice mixed with self-accusation and happiness,
“I’ve always regretted it. Now, at last, it’s done. I can leave peacefully.”
“No.” Xiao Zhan buried head in his chest, “Wang Yibo, don’t give up, will you? Maybe there’s another chance. I wanna you to stay with me for a lifetime, Don’t leave me alone.”
Wang Yibo closed eyes, put his jaw on his head, and said in a low voice, “I’m too selfish.”
Then he added, “At first, I only thought about myself. I believe it’s a burden for you to have a child. I know clearly about my dad. He’ll rob the child to train him to be a person like me though he doesn’t recognize you. I’m too selfish. I just wanna stop these but forget to think about what you wanna do.”
He planed everything except his feelings.
So he couldn’t regret when Xiao Zhan was dead.
“It’s all over.” Xiao Zhan said softly. “Wang Yibo, do not mention the past. Let’s have a new life together, okay?”
Wang Yibo bowed to kiss him, “Yeah”
***
Then Yibo has been abroad for a long time for treat.
Xiao Zhan lived carefully every day, and waited for him.
He thought it would take a long time. His belly was getting bigger and bigger day by day.
He waited for Yibo message with trepidation every day, for fear of hearing something bad, and fearing that one day… Wang Yibo would never return any more.
On the day of giving birth, Zhan was pushed into the emergency room, At that time, his mood was very complicated for a new life was about to be born.
But the father of the child was not around.
Xiao Zhan didn’t expect Wang Yibo could be around.
So when Wang Yibo suddenly appeared, Zhan incredulously looked at him, “Is it you?”
“It’s me.” He clenched Zhan’s hand and replied.
The hand arm and real. Though Wang Yibo was still haggard, he seemed to be better.
Auntie Wang told Xiao Zhan that Wang Yibo was very active in the treatment and the condition has been very stable, but… the present medicine could not completely cure him. He could only live by his own will.
Fortunately, the condition was stable.
Wang Yibo said, “I’m working hard to live. Xiao Zhan, I will work harder, I promise you.”
Xiao Zhan gratefully grasped his hands tightly, “Wang Yibo, don’t leave, Stay with me. I’m afraid.”
“I’m here for you, always.”
When Xiao Zhan woke up again, Wang Yibo was really around. He kissed him and smiled, “It’s a healthy daughter, Zhan, thank you.”
Xiao Zhan cried and tried not to cry out.
***
Wang Yibo was a good father. At least during the period of Fei’s birth, he did a good job. Even if he was tired, he would share it with Xiao Zhan.
Sometimes in the middle of the night, Fei cried. Yibo got up at the first time to take care of her.
He learned how to prepare milk, to change diapers, to change clothes, and to clean the child.
Xiao Zhan was moved though Yibo was clumsy.
***
Time flied.
Fei was three years old, and Wang Yibo’s body was well. Whether it was because of optimism or positive cooperation, he has always been stable.
One day, Wang Yibo lay half in the sofa, dragged Xiao Zhan to sit down and asked him seriously, “Do you love me?”
Xiao Zhan licked his lips and didn’t answer. It’s obviously that he loved him.
“Do you love me?” Wang Yibo asked again.
“What’s wrong with you today?”
Xiao Zhan felt that Yibo was very abnormal, and immediately held Yibo’s face by his both hands, “Do you feel uncomfortable? Where? I’ll call the doctor…”
Wang Yibo grabbed him, “Xiao Zhan, let’s get married.”
Get married.
Wang Yibo said this with thoughtful consideration, He… a man who could die at any time, couldn’t marry Xiao Zhan, but he did not want to regret for not giving him a wedding.
He knew that Xiao Zhan would promise, but he never dared to ask.
“Are you serious?”
“Of course.” Yibo thought clearly, “I want to give you a wedding, and Fei a complete home. Xiao Zhan, would you mind I may not accompany you till the dead?”
Xiao Zhan’s eyes turned red in an instant.
Who cared?
Even if I could only accompany you for just a year, an hour, or a minute, Wang Yibo, I was satisfied.
If you learn to love and hate, then choose to whom each of these two emotions will be directed towards.
If you learn to give and let go, and you will find yourself being happy most of the time in your life.
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