CBL-10.

 

“Yibo!” Qiu Zixuan was grabbing his arms, widening her eyes, in pain, saying, “Please help me, Yibo… Help…”

 

Wang Yibo stopped looking at Xiao Zhan and soon got Qiu Zixuan on the car. For his last look at Xiao Zhan, Xiao Zhan was laughing like he was completely crazy…

 

The car rushed away in front of Xiao Zhan.

 

Xiao Zhan was laughing, but tears were running down.

 

Wang Yibo should be sad. Could Qiu Zixuan still survive this time, so luckily?

 

If she was dead, Wang Yibo, I would make you feel that despair again. This time, I hope you will never recover from it…

 

So… So that I could die in peace!

 

“Zhan!” Yang Yang ran over, taking his knife. 

 

Xiao Zhan saw dark and dark only. These days he had been being brave and now he could no longer do that. He broke down.

***

 

 

Xiao Zhan had been locked up for a week, Yang Yang didn’t want this to happen, but he had no choice. Zhan admitted that he killed Qiu Zixuan with certainty.

 

He offered no excuse.

 

“Is Qiu Zixuan dead?”

 

Every time Yang went to visit him, Zhan would ask the same question.

 

Yang Yang answered truthfully, “She is not awake yet.” 

 

Xiao Zhan smiled coldly. That was not bad. It was good to let Wang Yibo to stay with a vegetable forever.

 

“Yang, don’t come here again.”

 

“I can’t just leave you.”

 

Yang Yang’s attitude was obvious. He said, “I’ll get you the best lawyer. As long as you cooperate, you can come out soon.”

 

Xiao Zhan smiled disdainfully.

 

Why would I want to get out?

 

It was cold outside, and it was warmer here.

 

“Zhan, you cannot keep being like this.” Yang Yang felt that something was wrong with him. 

 

At first, he thought it was because of his mother’s death so Zhan was too sad. But now, Zhan had some serious mental problems.

 

Or to say, he locked himself up at a certain corner and he did not want to come out.

 

“You just go.” Xiao Zhan said, holding himself tighter, “Don’t come again.”

 

“Zhan, you did not lose everything, you’ve got me.” Yang Yang looked at him carefully, saying, “I’ve been waiting for you. From the day I met you, I knew that you are the one that I will spend my life with.”

 

Xiao Zhan knew. He knew this whole time and that was why he finally realized that feelings could not be forced. 

 

If I could realize that earlier and get out from Wang Yibo’s life earlier, would I end up differently?

 

But it was too late. What is done can’t be undone. I got my parents killed indirectly. Even if I am dead, I could not make up for such a crime.

 

I did not want to live anymore.

 

It was so tired and exhausted to live. I did not know what I am living for without parents, love, child.

 

Zhan wanted someone to give him the answer. But he couldn’t. He was still loving Wang Yibo, which made him hurt and suffered the most.

 

He knew it was wrong, but he just could not forget about him.

 

He just want to fall asleep until he don’t miss him anymore.

 

Zhan was almost driven crazy by himself!

 

“Yang, I don’t deserve you anymore.”

 

“You are still you who has always been in my heart.”

 

Xiao Zhan didn’t make any response and left.

 

 

***

 

 

The next few days, Yang Yang still came. And then one day, his answer changed. He said, “Qiu Zixuan is awake.”

 

Xiao Zhan broke down completely.

 

Zhan felt his heart was cold. The last energy that was supporting him was drained.

 

A few days later, Qiu Zixuan came, siting in front of him, laughing proudly, saying, “You wanted me dead, but the God did not let that happen. Xiao Zhan, at last you lost anyway.”

 

Xiao Zhan smiled miserably. Even the God was so unfair?

 

“I’m here to tell you that crime of intentional homicide, you will need to be imprisoned for at least five years.” Qiu Zixuan leaned forward a bit, and raised her eyebrows provocatively, saying, “When you come out, my child will grown up. Then, how will you fight against me?”

 

Xiao Zhan clenched his hands, saying with his red eyes, “Qiu Zixuan, You are going to get your retribution!”

 

“Retribution?” Qiu Zixuan laughed loudly, “I never believe in any retribution. You know what? Five years ago, the Wang’s abhorred my menial status, and didn’t allow Wang Yibo to marry me. So I had to make an accident to make Wang Yibo feel guilt. He thought that it was his parents’ compulsion that made me suicide. I knew him well so I bet my five years. Five years later when I come back, all I need will be just a lie to make him believe that it was actually an accident. And also because he didn’t want to get married for five years, so his parents got worried and didn’t disagree him on marrying me. Xiao Zhan, you know well about what I did to myself.”

 

Zixuan put her injured part of her face forward, saying, “To make Wang Yibo forget about you completely, I would use half of my face to make her feel deeper guilty for me and to make you become enemies, but don’t…”

 

Xiao Zhan was shocked to see her unveil the half of the gauze.

 

Zixuan was satisfied with her surprise, laughing, “When it’s time, I’ll tell him that my wound is completely recovered, then I can stay beside him perfectly. And you, is just a murderer.”

 

“Qiu Zixuan!”

 

Xiao Zhan so excited that he thumbed on the table and stood up, but he was not able to touch Zixuan.

 

Zixuan sneered and stood up, looking at him provocatively, saying, “Thanks to your stabbing me. I felt strange about his attitude toward me before, but because of your stabbing me, he now cares about me very much. Do you know what did he say to me? He said that you deserve to die even if you were shot to kill.”

 

Qiu Zixuan left. 

 

Xiao Zhan was standing there and tears bedimmed his eyes.

 

He really didn’t care whether I was alive or dead?

Wang Yibo looked at the pictures on the table. The pictures told the truth clearly.

 

The wound on Qiu Zixuan’s face was fake, but the doctor said that her face was ruined. There was only one possibility was that she conspired with the doctor to deceive him!

 

He was extremely angry and his swelled up. She was the girl that he had been waiting for five years?

 

Wang Yibo threw a pile of pictures on Qiu Zixuan’s face, saying, “Say it.”

 

Zixuan’s legs were quaking and she was holding a corner of the table.

 

Then she suddenly hugged him, saying, “Yibo, I’m so sorry. I lies. But it was true that she came to me and said that I took you from her son. And she said that she was going to kill me. That was all true. I’m not lying…”

 

Before she finished her words, she had already been pushed off by Wang Yibo. 

 

Wang Yibo was standing sideways and his strong and cold side face could be seen, but his eyes which were mingled with self-accusation and regret were not clearly seen.

 

“Xiao Zhan lost his mother only because of your lie!”

 

The man finished his words coldly and pressed his lips together, angry. 

 

Qiu Zixuan bit her lips and then said with no fear, “Yibo, I’m not the only to be blame. You are guilty for her death. We made this so it’s not our fault, I did lie, but if it was not because you did not let go, she would not end up dead. I begged you.”

 

Qiu Zixuan was so smart. She knew that if this incident was debunked, she could implicate Wang Yibo, Because the truth was that she did beg him, but he did not want to let go.

 

He was the one who caused this result.

 

After all, he was the one who got Xiao Jingtong killed. It was already the truth that he became an enemy of Xiao Zhan.

 

“Yibo, forget about it. What is done can’t be undone. No one can change anything, Let’s get over it, OK?”

 

Wang Yibo started to feel more and more unfamiliar with the woman in front of him. She should say something like that…

 

How Cruel she was.

 

But it was still the truth that he was guilty. He caused all this!

 

Thinking about the scene when Xiao Zhan was begging him to believe him, Wang Yibo felt his heart was in pain, How disappointed would Zhan…

 

He could no longer think about tit and ran out.

 

Qiu Zixuan wanted to stop him, but he was already gone, Zixuan’ hands and legs were cold. What was he going to do?

 

No! No!

 

She had planed for so long. Her plan could not fall short right now!

 

Her phone rang. She picked it up and heard the threat from the other side.

 

She widened her eye sharply, saying, “What do you want? I’ve just married to Wang Yibo and didn’t get any money. How can I give you the money?”

 

She hang up the phone and swept away the picture on the table. If she could not make Wang Yibo hers soon, the other side would expose her secret. By then, she would lose everything.

 

 

***

 

 

Wang Yibo wanted to see Xiao Zhan. But this time, he got a response that it was not that Zhan refused to see him, but that he died.

 

“This morning, he hit the wall and got himself bled a lot. He was found and then sent to be rescued immediately. But then I was informed that he lost too much blood and could not be saved, dead.”

 

Buzzing sound could be heard by Wang Yibo. He stayed where he was, stunned. He did not know where should he go.

 

There were only a word in his mind, DEAD. He didn’t expect that one day, Xiao Zhan would be dead.

 

All of a sudden, the whole world turned white and black only. Everyone bypassed him was gray. There was no other color in his eyes.

 

He saw Xiao Zhan’s body. He was lying, still, eyes closed, like asleep.

 

Wang Yibo recalled many time with him. 

 

Zhan was nice and obedient when he was asleep. He liked to stay in his(wy) chest. Zhan said that, “I liked the sound of your heartbeats, Dong, Dong, Dong. I felt that I lived a real life.”

 

Zhan’s hands and legs were always cold and he always put them in Yibo’s arms naughtily, and Yibo never avoided him. Yibo would always help him warm up and Zhan would laugh happily.

 

Zhan said that “I liked the feeling of being loved by you.”

 

Now he was lying, and his body was cold and frozen. 

 

Wang Yibo was holding Zhan tightly in his arms, but he could no longer warm him up. And Zhan’s heartbeats, he could no longer hear them.

 

Wang Yibo was stunned and panic. He was afraid for the first time. He was not able to make any voice. He wanted to cry, but did not have any tear.

 

“Xiao Zhan.”

 

“Xiao Zhan?”

 

He was calling his name, over and over again, but he could not hear his response…

 

In the dim, he could vaguely see Xiao Zhan was standing a little distance from him, turning back, smiling brightly at him, saying, “I’m Xiao Zhan. What about you?”

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