HIME – Chapter – 11

Xiao Zhan Pov

 

I was thinking while looking at Haoxuan suspiciously but then Yibo came and snatched the map from my hands roughly. “What the hell? “. “What did i do now that he is behaving like that.? “. I shrugged off my thoughts and shook my head in disbelief. This moody freak is hard to understand.

 

He looked at the map and started walking forward when i was still standing on my place. I stood there dumbfounded when he left me alone. For f****** sake I’m his partner how could he lea–

 

Yibo : Aren’t you coming?

 

My train of thoughts immediately stopped when he turned around to look at me with his expressionless face. I smiled shamelessly and took long strides toward him.

 

He started the conversation first so i decided to continue…

 

Zhan : You haven’t have enough breakfast? ………

 

He gave me weird look… I know its stupid to ask such type of questions.

 

Zhan : Uh… I heard Haoxuan was saying—

 

Yibo : First YangZi and Now Haoxuan.. Can you stop flirting around with everyone?

 

What the — hell did i just hear. ?? Flirting? Me?? Is he dreaming? I widened my eyes and stopped, making him stop too.

 

Zhan : Yibo…? Are you living in a delusion? When did i flirt with anyone? And why are you bringing up Haoxuan here.. ?? I know you have problems with Yang Zi but Why you brought Haoxuan ? he is your-

 

Yibo : I saw how happy you were with him last night.. And today you both hugged in front of everyone. You think everyone is blind here.

 

This f******* freak. He is cutting me off every time I try to speak. And about last night, i was getting friendly with Haoxuan. Why he always has problems with everything i do.

 

Zhan : Well you are the only one who is bothered here. No one even care about what i did yesterday.

 

He smirked..

 

Yibo : Are you feeling proud of it?. Yeah no one care about you.. Happy? Now let’s go. Everyone has already left..

 

I blinked my eyes few times. Did i just- just insult myself in front of him? I realised but it was too late.. He started walking and I shook my head to stop thinking all these and started running toward him.

 

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We were walking since 30 minutes and yibo was guiding the way. I wanted to talk but i didn’t know what to say. But then i saw some of the students taking wrong turn. I immediately spoke.

 

Zhan : Yibo …. Look they both are going toward the left side.. Shouldn’t we follow them?

 

He gave death glare to me..

 

Yibo  : You trust them more than me? You think i don’t know how to read the map?

 

Okay that made me speechless.  What the duck is wrong with me?  I’m Xiao Zhan, i love arguing with people because no one can win against me but this person. I swear this person makes me do so many things that i never even thought.

 

Zhan :  I know you are intelligent but i was just suggesting.. Why are you getting angry on me.

 

I said with slightly hurt voice..  And he sighed relaxing his expressions. He took one step closer toward me and said warmly.

 

Yibo : I’m not getting angry on you.. I was just–.. Ahh..  okay I’m sorry. Let’s just follow the map. Here you hold this and lead the way.. Okay?

 

‘What.the.hell? He is scaring me.. Is he planning to kill me in this forest.  Why is he being so nice toward me? ‘ i gulped hard while looking into his deep eyes and grabbed the map from his hand. I saw the map and yeah he was only following the map.. I was stupid to doubt on him. I gave the map back to him while saying..

 

Zhan : No.. I’m not good at this.  You lead the way.

 

He nodded and started walking.

We took right turn and started moving forward. Its been so long since we took this side but we never found a single flag or student and suddenly he fell on the large hole in the ground.  ‘What the f**** .!?? ‘

 

Zhan : YIBO!!

 

I screamed on horror, he groaned in pain and i got panicked. He was walking forward so he fell and i got saved.  That hole was covered with grass and soil and that’s why he didn’t think twice before stepping on it. But why someone make such type of thing? Is it made by hunter?  I looked down at him and asked with concern.

 

Zhan : Are you okay!!??

 

Yibo tried to stood up but failed while groaning in pain. He ankle got twisted.

 

Yibo  : Yeah.. Just slightly injured.  Fu**!! who the hell made this!!?

 

I look around and luckily i found a strong brand new rope? Who kept it here..?? Without thinking twice i went toward the rope and grabbed it moving back to yibo. He was looking up with his confuse and frustrated face. I thrown the rope toward yibo and he widened his eyes.

 

I grabbed the other side of rope and wrap it around the strong tree.. I started getting flashbacks of the our past but immediately shook my head to stop thinking about all these. I made three tight knot and went toward yibo to signal him he can come now.

 

Zhan : Come on champ! Grab it and come to me.

 

He immediately grabbed the rope and started climbing toward the above. He felt immense pain and groaned with his furrowed expressions.  My heart ache when i saw him like that. He was sweating hard, it was hard for him to climb up because of his injured ankle. He got near me, i reached out my hand for him and he grabbed it. I put all my strength to pull him toward me so that he would not have to use so much strength of him or he would feel pain.

 

I groaned and pulled him up after struggling few times. He came out of that cage and laid down above me. We both were breathing heavily. I didn’t realised he was laying above me but then he spoke.

 

Yibo : Never thought you could handle my weight.

 

He whispered in my ears making my whole body shiver. “What the hell!.” I pushed him away and immediately stood up from the ground. I cleared my throat and spoke to lessen the awkwardness between us.

 

Zhan  : You aren’t heavy at all. And I’m a man too. Its normal for me to carry this much weight..

 

I tried to show some proud expressions but he chuckled at me while shaking his head. He tried to get up but winced in pain. I immediately grabbed his hand to help him.

 

Zhan : Is it hurting badly?  Can you walk?

 

He furrowed in pain and shook his head with disappointment. I sighed and looked around to see if someone was there but there was no one except us.

 

Zhan : Why are we alone here..? Where are the other students?  Did we came on a wrong side? We didn’t even get any flag.

 

He looked at me and started thinking about the things i said ..

 

Yibo : But we are following this map.

 

I nodded while looking at the map but suddenly something hit me hard and widened my eyes realising..

 

Zhan : Haoxuan!!! Haoxuan did prank on us. Remember he said you may need to carry me and he was the one who handed me this map.

 

He gritted his teeth while thinking, he squeezed the map in his hand while saying..

 

Yibo : That f***** ..i won’t spare him…

 

He whispered to himself and i sighed.

 

Zhan : Let’s sit here its getting late…  Its almost evening..  Wait here they will come to search for us.

 

He nodded..

 

I helped him to sit against the tree and sat beside him. I know he is afraid of insects so i cleaned the place before making him sit there.

 

He looked at me with his warm eyes, his look was speaking and asking so much questions but his mouth was sealed. It wouldn’t be good to say anything when he is looking at me like that, so I smiled at him and he immediately looked away. I told you he is weird. I shook my head and turned my face away from him.

 

It was getting dark and no one was coming for us. My eyes was desperately looking for someone other than us but there was not a single sign of anyone.  He didn’t eat breakfast properly and he was injured too. He kept on sweating and i was getting worried that he might get fever because he have so many allergies. He cleared his throat and said..

 

Yibo : If you want to go then go.. You don’t need to wait here with me. Its me who can’t walk.

 

I furrowed..

 

Zhan : What are you talking about?

 

He scoffed in disbelief and looked away..

 

Yibo : You are so desperate to leave this place..  You are continuously looking around for someone.

 

I narrowed my eyes and looked at him with slightly angry expressions

 

Zhan : Yeah.. Because I’m worried for your injured as&..

 

He looked at me with his clenched jaw with angry eyes.

 

Yibo : Stop pretending and leave..  I’m saying this because you can go and ask for someone’s help and then come here..

 

As soon as i heard this my expressions changed. My face turned pale and i shook my head slowly. I don’t want to do it again..

 

Zhan : No. I won’t leave you Alone here.

 

He scoffed again..

 

Yibo : You are saying like you never left me before. I won’t mind if you do it agai-

 

Zhan : I never left…

 

I said while looking down, my eyes started getting teary when those flashbacks started coming in front of my eyes…

 

Yibo : What?

 

I looked up..and saw his confuse face..

 

Zhan : I never left.. I was there.. I was feeling the unbearable pain while watching you struggling in the water.. I was feeling everything you had felt that day yibo… I was feeling alone too. I was feeling helpless. You had no idea for how many times i saw that nightmare again and again after that accident. I was blaming myself for the whole f***** life. I can’t even imagine, how could i able to live.. If.. If something had ha– aishhh!!! Your existence is the only reason that I’m living today ..

 

I wiped my tears which was falling continuously. I looked away from him in embarrassment I felt a huge weight lifted from my chest. I wanted to say this from so long but i never had chance to talk to him like this.  Thanks  to Haoxuan but that bishhh.. I will deal with him later..

 

I thought he would say something but he was quite..  I turned my face toward him and saw he was staring at me with his unknown eyes.. I don’t what type of look he was giving me but its so beautiful.  I want him to look at me like this forever..  Just me.. My eyes couldn’t looked away from him and they unknowingly moved toward his lips. He parted his lips and i gulped hard.

 

So tempting..  I started leaning closer toward him and he did the same.. Soon enough his lips touched with mine. So softly..  I moved my lips on him delicately savouring each and every touch. We separated our lips and looked at each other..  My eye lid became heavy and he hooded eyes were telling me he wants more…

 

This time i attached my lips on him and licked his lower lip. He immediately grabbed my jaw and tilted my head to deepen the kiss. I started giving him open mouthed kiss. He inserted his tongue inside my mouth. ‘Yeah…  Just like i wanted ‘ i suddenly become so hungry and started kissing him roughly.

 

I moved my hands on his hair and grabbed it making him groaned. ‘F.. He sounds so sexy. I want to hear more.’ I gasped for air and we moved back a little to breath. He was breathing hard..his chest was moving up and down with the rhythm of his breath. ‘F he is a greek god. ‘ i moved my lips toward his not breaking the eye contact. I bite his lower lip and pulled his lips with my teeth making him lose his control. He growled and i smirked..

 

I got startled when he suddenly hovered above me like a hungry lion and captured my lips with his lips. He started kissing me roughly, not giving me any chance to move my lips. He was sucking and abusing my lips like the way he wanted and i let him do it because it was so fucking sexy.

 

He grabbed my jaw tightly making me open my mouth for his tongue.  But he captured my tongue with his both lips and started sucking it like his life depend upon it.

 

He moved his hips and i felt electric sensations when something hard rubbed against my already hard D*ck. Fu**!!! This feel so good. ..

 

I bucked up my hips for more friction and he smirked between the kiss. His other hand which was placed on my nape i don’t know from how long started moving toward my pants.

 

He groaned and i trembled when i felt his hand on my pant’s buttons, i heard click sound and immediately came back to my senses.  I widened my eyes realising what the hell am i doing.  I looked at him who was still kissing me with closed eyes and opening my zip..

 

I slightly pushed him making him stop doing everything..  He growled in frustration and asked..

 

Yibo : What happened?

 

I don’t know’ i didn’t have any answer, i was doing it willingly and to be honest i was enjoying so much. But it is too fast to do these things. I don’t know about myself..

 

Zhan : I’m — sorry.. I just.. I don’t know yibo.. I don’t know what’s happening to me..  I’m confuse..  Maybe its normal for you but not for me.. I never felt like this before.  And i don’t know what exactly am i feeling

 

I was expecting something worse but he moved away from me and smiled a little to make me relax..

 

Yibo : Shh… Don’t overthink about this okay?  And i can understand you. I felt the same when i found out myself..

 

I widened my eyes..

 

Zhan : Are you interested in boys?

 

He chuckled..

 

Yibo : You can say that..

 

Holy f*** !! It was unexpected..  I got curious and started speaking without thinking..

 

Zhan :  I think i feel the same … But i’m not confirm. I mean i find no one attractive except you..— i mean — aishh yeah.. So I’m confuse.

 

He smirked… And came closer toward my face.

 

Yibo  : Wanna find out about your feelings with me?

 

I looked at him with my confuse face while he was smirking.

 

Zhan:  What do you mean? I mean how?

 

Yibo  : Like what we did few seconds ago..  Did you like it?

 

I nodded..

 

Yibo : Good boy..

 

I gulped and felt butterflies in my stomach.  He looked down at my lips and said..

 

Yibo  : You can use me to find out about your feelings… I will help you.  We can be like friends with benefits .. You know try things and you can decide if you are into boys or not. And if you like boys then….how do you want him to….. Take you… To f*** you…

 

He whispered the last words making me releasing trembling breath in excitement

 

Yibo : You will find out everything~ about your self.. And this deal will remain between us.  No one will know about it.. Do you want it?..

 

I gulped again and nodded while looking into his seductive eyes.  Yes i want to know, what i want, how i want him to take me, how i want him to f**** me up..

 

My d*ck was  throbbing in pain and his words and seductive looks were making everything worse. He grabbed my jaw while smirking and i closed my eyes feeling his touches on my burning skin

 

Yibo  : Good boy..

 

 

Haoxuan : Yibo !!? Zhan!!??

 

Everything was good until we heard his voice. Me and yibo moved away from each other and i stood up to look where that bastard was calling from? I saw a car and thanked each and every god for this.

 

Haoxuan brought professor with him to look for us. I screamed while waving my hands to tell him our location.

 

 

Professor were worried and i told him about Yibo’s condition. I glared at haoxuan when he tried to help yibo to get up not because i was jealous. It because everything happened because of him. He helped yibo to sit on the car and after settling down professor started the engine and drove away.

 

Yibo was sitting beside me and Haoxuan was sitting on front seat with professor. He looked at me and when i felt his stares i turned my face toward him and he WINKED…

 

He smirked when i widened my eyes and looked away from him. And at that moment realisation hit me..

 

‘What the hell!! Why the f**k i agreed upon such things. What the hell was i thinking.. Am i really want this? Why is he ready to help me? Is he attracted to me like i– or its just a lust for him? Is he going to do things with me?’

 

So many questions were running inside my brain while my teeth was biting my lips in nervousness. My heart was beating like crazy and my body was heating like i had a fever. That feeling was totally crazy and unknown for me. ‘Am i ready for this new world.? Will i able to accept myself? Will my parents and friends accept me like this?”

 

I turned my face toward yibo who was still looking at me with his concerned face. He smiled and grabbed my hand warmly making my heart feel so much peace. Yes i needed him, i needed his touch. I need him. I smiled back … While thinking to myself..

 

“Are we friends with benefits now?”

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