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CBL – 6

Have You Ever Love Me?
Posted by WangXianLoveNS, ? Views, Released on April 4, 2022
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“Wang Yibo. I just want to ask whether you had ever loved me?”

 
Wang Yibo looked sideways, his face could not be seen. Then he said coldly, “No.”
 
The thunder outside was so loud that it made Xiao Zhan stumbled. Tears burst across his cheeks, sobbing, then he asked again, “Not even for once?”
 
“Zanjin, take him away.”
 
Wang Yibo didn’t even have the patience to answer him. He was desperate to make him leave, like sending away a beggar or something that he no longer wanted.
 
His impatience could be seen between his eyebrows, apparently.
 
“Mr Xiao…”
 
“Stop!” Xiao Zhan’s eyes became red, but he didn’t cry, raising his head in brave, leaving his last self-esteem, saying, “I can walk by myself!”
 
Then Zhan turned around and walked out of the house where he had lived for five years.
 
Those things that I thought was my, became a dream all of a sudden.
 
It was raining hard outside. Xiao Zhan stepped out of the mansion and got wet immediately, like a ghost. In this cold and dark night, cold wind swept through with no mercy, but he didn’t feel anything.
 
He could not feel that cold, perhaps he was too cold to feel any cold.
 
He didn’t look back, forcing himself to go forward, even though his abdomen was in terrible pain, even though his eyes could not see clearly…
 
At the gate of the mansion, Wang Yibo was silently watching the man leave. He knew how gentle and how weak Zhan was this whole time.
 
But no emotion could be seen from Yibo’s face. He was indifferent and heartless like a monster with no feelings.
 
Zanjin was afraid to speak, but he did so timidly, “President Wang, should I take Mr Xiao to the airport….”
 
“Let him be.” Wang Yibo said coldly and then got back to the living room.
 
 
***
 
 
At the bedroom on the second floor, Wang Yibo had been staring at the rain outside for an hour. In the dark, it seemed that no one knew what he was thinking.
 
Qiu Zixuan was a little upset, with her lips pressed together. Then she smiled again and went toward the man, hugging his waist. Her cheek was on his strong and straight back. She said, “Yibo, why don’t you go to sleep?”
 
Wang Yibo lit up a cigarette, saying, “You can sleep first. The rain is so noisy that I can’t fall asleep.”
 
“Yibo.” Qiu Zixuan was touching his chest vaguely, saying shyly, “I can not fall asleep, either. Let’s…”
 
“Qiu Zixuan.” Wang Yibo turned around and hugged her waist with one hand, looking at her face, “You are not fully recovered yet. You need to take care of yourself.”
 
The smiled on Qiu Zixuan’s face froze. She felt embarrassed, smiling. She had never thought that she would be refused by him like that.
 
“Actually, I’m much better now. These five years, I’ve been recuperating. Before I came back, my doctor told me that I can…”
 
“You can’t care about your health more.” Wang Yibo interrupted her and kissed gently on her forehead, “I’ve waited for five years, I can wait a little longer.”
 
He was worried about my health. He did actually love me.
 
Qiu Zixuan embraced him, satisfied. But then she stopped smiling, leaning on his chest, asking tentatively, “Are you worried about Xiao Zhan?”
 
Wang Yibo paused for a while and then took a drag on his cigarette, saying indifferent, “No, I’m not.”
 
Though he said so, the sixth sense of women was strong. Qiu Zixuan  clenched her teeth, and she felt upset.
 
If I didn’t take care of that man, Wang Yibo would not be my completely!
 

***
 
 
Xiao Zhan had no idea about how he came home. He had been lying on the bed for several days, having a pretty high fever. Then he regained consciousness and saw his mother, Xiao Jingtong, was busy cleaning him up.
 
“Mom,” He tried to get up, but he could not, so he lied down again.
 
“Don’t move.” Jingtong noticed that he was awake and couldn’t help wetting her eyes, pretending like nothing had happened, scolding him, “Look at you. You have been lying on the bed for several days. You seldom come home. Now that you are back, but you also terrified me. I’m old now, and I could not take that shock any more.”
 
Xiao Zhan’s temble was still aching. He frowned, saying, “How did I get here?”
 
He could not remember what happened that night clearly.
 
“You tell me.” Jingtong gave a slight glare at him, saying, “You knocked at the door on the early morning, shouting for mom. Luckily, I’m a light sleeper. I was shocked when I opened the door. It was raining outside. Why didn’t you take an umbrella with you? And your shoes were gone. You were standing at the door, bare – footed, and got all wet. I then touched your hands and they were cold like ice.”
 
Her words made Zhan recall something. He had walked for several kilometers and then he recovered from Wang Yibo’s heartlessness. He wanted to take a taxi but it was raining hard and it was late night and he had no money on him. He didn’t see any taxi along the way and his shoes hurt his heels, so he had to take his shoes off. He had no idea about where should he go…
 
Then he came here subconsciously.
 
“Then, you started to have a fever which was serious and terrifying, but I could not carry you to the hospital. So, at last, I asked Doctor Yang for help…”.
 
Xiao Zhan paused for a while and asked, “Doctor Yang?”
 
“Yeah,” Jingtong glanced at him. It seemed that she said that deliberately, “Yang Yang, the Master of the Yang’s, who used to play with you when you were kids.”
Yang Yang.
 
It was said that he became a doctor.
 
Xiao Zhan looked out of the window. He and Yang Yang grew up together and he knew about Yang’s feelings for him. But then he met Wang Yibo, so their relationship ended with no beginning.
 
Then Zhan heard things about him, but he never asked about the details.
 
“He is still single…” Perhaps Jingtong said this to him on purpose.
 
Xiao Zhan pretended that he didn’t hear her, touching his abdomen, changing a topic, saying, “Mom, I’m hungry.”
 
 
***
 
 
The next few days, Xiao Zhan was not happy at all. He didn’t mention things about Wang Yibo, but the news about him could be heard by them almost everyday, on TV, on newspaper, on the internet.
 
For several times, he saw his mother secretly crying at the living room. But once his mother saw him, his mother began to smile like nothing had happened.
 
Xiao Zhan knew that he and Wang Yibo ended up like this. His mother was very sad about it.
 
In fact, last time he came back to visit her. He had no thought of living. 
 
Without kinship and love, he would rather die in front of Wang Yibo than go to somewhere far away. He would rather to experience the feeling that being missed by Wang Yibo…
 
But then, he got to know that his father had passed away. He didn’t want his mom to feel alone, so he no longer asked for death.
 
Now all he’d got was his mother.

 
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