Wang Yibo
He was fuming, all he saw was red.
He watched his wife looking aimlessly at car window like he is thinking something deep, Is he thinking about that Chuyue…
.. fuck…he can feel the jealousy but he never accepts it.
He was calling this is his wife fault to behave like this and leave him alone in front of everyone.
When they reached home.
He was silent and saw Zhan going to Fei room…
Fuck it he will ask him if Zhan won’t speak now he waited for him outside the door.
When Zhan comes from Fei room, he was stun to find him outside.
Yibo cross his arms and looked arrogantly at his wife.
“Yibo… do you need something?” he asked softly.
Yibo whose anger was at peak.
“Sir.. it’s fucking sir… now we are in the home away from public eye.” He doesn’t want to say that but he was angry and jealous too but he ignored that thought.
Zhan flinched and looks scared…he trembles…
Yibo grab his hand roughly and take him to the room, and said. “Now Mrs. Wang tell me why that man wanted to talk to you!”
Zhan was confused and terrified the way Yibo was reacting and he was trying to process what was happening.
“Yi, sir I…
Yibo grab his chin tightly that sure enough, it will leave marks.
“I won’t repeat nor you will act confused cause you fucking know what I’m talking about!”
Zhan tries to get away from him. “You are hurting me.” his tears were falling.
Yibo felt little disturbed what he is doing but then he remembers Zhan did this to him. “I will hurt you more if you don’t fucking open your mouth.”
Zhan shakes in fear.
“I..He was my old friend actually he was Xiaojun I mean my brother friend.”
Yibo was now more furious. “You mean that fucking boy you went home at 12 dec night alone.”
Zhan was terrified to answer but the look he saw in Yibo eyes made him talk. “Yes, but it’s not like that.”
Yibo then lost it and grab his hair roughly.
“Then Fucking explain what it was cause all I can see my wife left me alone in front of everyone to meet a strange man… what I told you about my public image, what fucking told you about you that you have to fucking look like my wife, not as dumb-headed boy that walks to anyone who called him is there something between you guys.”
He yelled and tighten his held.
Zhan makes a painful sound that way Yibo was holding his hair.
Zhan was now crying.
“Plz believe me, I just do what you told me… you give me your permission…I can’t understand the meaning behind your words and I apologized for that cause you are right I’m stupid so stupid to leave you alone… I disappointed you, pls forgive me, plz…”
Yibo soften the held and felt bad and disturb the way Zhan was begging him but then the devil return and he throws him to the bed and said.
“Zhan you have one second… to Fucking tell me what he is for you and what he said.”
Zhan holds his midsection in fright and said.
“He was nothing to me… just a friend.. after Xiaojun, I mean my brother died he used to come and console me and one day… just one day we kissed and nothing happen I swear and then he was gone, now I saw him after all these years… he just wants to say he was sorry that he never contacted me.”
Yibo laugh evilly. “And now you have regrets that he was little late.”
Yibo walks toward him and lean on top him and said.
“But you were always mine… even he had found you before, I still have caught you and make you mine…”
He opens his trouser button and he flips Zhan and opens his clothes…
Zhan resists and said ‘No plz don’t do this… I don’t want this.”
Yibo sees red how the fuck Zhan can deny him he never did that, meeting that Chuyue guy made him brave…
He will show him domination in greater extent.
He forcefully remove Zhan clothes and then enter into him with more force that made Zhan scream like a mad person.
He begged.. he cried…but Yibo wants him to know his place..
Then Zhan was silent like he accepted his faith he was numb and shocked or dead but Yibo doesn’t care he was in that dark corner of his mind that he can’t get out…
When he took all of his anger and cruelty on him.
He pulled out and saw how his wife side face was covered in tears and he was looking numbly at the wall…
Like something inside him is finally dead… Yibo opens his mouth to say something but he was shocked… what he did…. fuck
“Zhan” He touch his wife cold shoulder.
Zhan was still and looked into Yibo eyes and then he cries…
…he start taking hiccups like whatever it was store inside him finally was coming out… he was looking like a fragile child who was all alone and was scared… he curved his body like a ball and start saying…
“I’m so stupid… I’m so stupid…Stupid… so stupid…”
Yibo was stun what he was looking at… he felt someone drag a knife on his chest… he can’t see Zhan like this…it was killing him he immediately runs to his wife and hug him and said.
“Calm down Zhan… ssh ssh ssh… ok don’t cry please forgive me please for god sake forgive me…”
He made a plea to his wife, he kissed his head and try to console him and try to make him realize he is truly sorry.
Zhan who was gone in his world of darkness where he can’t see any hope…
“I’m so stupid… I fell in love with you….. so stupid, I loved you, I thought you are changed, I’m so stupid…”
Yibo was shocked as hell; he can’t believe what he was listening to… Zhan loved him his plan finally succeeded to make his wife fall for him but he was hurt and guilt was killing him what he did to him was beyond cruel.
Yibo made him looked into his eyes.
“Zhan looked at me. Zhan I’m ordering you look at me.”
He knows he can’t bring back Zhan from his trance by order and domination and he did it.. Zhan looked him from his lifeless eyes.
Yibo took a long breath.
“I’m… I’m sorry what I did… you loved me and I didn’t treat you well. Zhan honestly speaking I don’t like it when Peng Chuyue talk to you… He makes me feel… forget it.. I apologized plz forgive me. I hurt you but I will give the pleasure too that will make you forget everything.”
He cups Zhan cheeks but he was saying one thing again and again… “Im stupid. I’m want to die…”
Yibo was scared for a moment… what if Zhan did something to himself, he doesn’t look mentally ok to him…
Then he said. “Think about Fei, what will happen to her when you did something like that.. you can’t die…. think about your daughter!”
It was like a switch and Zhan turns into a different person and he said it. “Fei… oh my god… my daughter. I’m such a bad mother I can’t leave her here with you guys… your mother will kill her (he looked into Yibo eyes) your mother will kill her she told me she will.”
Yibo felt his eyes will bulge out… he wanted to lash at him that how Zhan can accuse his mother but then he realized Zhan is emotionally very disturbed, his torture and cruelty made him hysteric and disturb…
“ok ok Zhan… I understand and we will protect her.. ok”
Zhan nodes and lay his head down on Yibo Iap and said “I love her so much but I’m so scared sometimes that someone will take me away from her…”
Yibo felt his emotions and he sighs. “Zhan just sleep ok nothing will happen to her.”
He drags his fingers on Zhan silky hair and sighs… fuck he care for his wife and this realization was not good, he never wanted to feel anything but now he is scared because he doesn’t want Zhan away from him at all.
Yibo somehow manages them to settle down on a bed and he covered Zhan body with a blanket and he spoons him and kissed him gently…
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Xiao Zhan
Next morning Zhan felt an extreme pain in his head and he felt his eyes heavy and tired…
He felt someone warm breath on his back and saw it was Yibo was spooning him and was sleeping…
He felt those unwanted tears and he realized that what happens night yesterday never hurt him that before which hurt the most…
He was so emotionally disturbed that he also said out he loves him. But he can’t take it back.
For his daughter, his Fei life and future is important. He can live like this if Fei is alright and save.
He put his hand on his head when he turns he saw Yibo eyes on him.
“Good morning, are you ok.” Yibo asked hesitantly.
Zhan nodes meekly…
Yibo looks away and said “I don’t know… are you having pain?”
He kissed Zhan head.
Yibo said again. “Zhan please say something.”
Zhan then said ‘I’m fine” he said meekly.
Yibo turns his body on top of him and looks into his eyes and kissed both of his eyes gently, then he kissed his cheeks, then his neck and suck the skin then he moves to chest and sucks them properly…
Zhan tries to stay still and doesn’t want to make a noise but it was a losing battle when he felt it. He was again feeling out of the world.
Yibo tug his nipples which makes Zhan moan. Yibo moves down and kissed his stomach and then he reached his navel and he opens his mouth and kissed him there… then he moves down and kiss his d**k and started sucking it.
Zhan lost it and he moans and put a hand on Yibo hair and said…”oh god”
Zhan when he recover from his release he felt light and little tense free…
Yibo then moved up and kissed his mouth.
“You are really the sweetest thing I ever taste.” He said so softly so lovingly…
Zhan felt his(yibo) manhood responding but Yibo shakes his head. “It’s for you… Not for me. I want to give the pleasure and if you get that then I get mine!!”
Zhan, who was naive and looking for signs.. finally got it, Yibo was sorry for what he did… Maybe there is a chance for them at some point…
Zhan smiles and Yibo close his eyes in relief.
“oh god I was dying to see your smile. It makes me…” Yibo stop what he was about to say.
He kissed Zhan’s forehead and said “let’s take a shower together.” he seductively said.
×××
Zhan felt his hair flowing because of the wind and he was looking at couples at the beach who were enjoying their life, not like him who doesn’t know when his husband mood change.
Yibo and Zhan were out for shopping.
Yibo also took him to his favorite beach restaurant it’s very beautiful here, Zhan was reserved but also liking it that at least Yibo is making an effort.
Yibo comes with Zhan and his food and sits down. “Here you go.. never wonder there were lines and so much rush here.”
Zhan gives him a reserved smile.
“The food is quite cheap and famous here so mostly every class of people come here. that’s why it makes it so special here.”
Yibo took a bite of his seafood and nodes in appreciation. “you are right it’s great… so what’s next, what you want to do next now.”
Zhan looks done and shrugs. “Whatever you think is good.”
Yibo looks at him keenly. “I want you to decide and secondly, we are leaving soon so I thought it’s better you visit your favorites.”
Zhan stop eating… they are leaving soon… he doesn’t want to go to mansion where he is treated like shit… after so many time he felt relax here except that night of gala he was content here… even Fei is so happy here… he doesn’t want to go there…. but what he can do in this…
Yibo might see his reaction. “you don’t want to go.”
Zhan looks up. “It doesn’t matter… one day I have to go.” he smiled sadly.
Yibo looks down and sighs… like he was also lost in his thoughts.
After they were done with lunch.
Yibo told him that they can take a walk while walking.
Both were quiet and looking at the waves of the ocean…
Zhan sat down in the sand and Yibo join him latter…
Yibo said. “Yifei loves beaches… she used to drag me from my office and made me sit and tell her all day stories.”
Yibo smile and shakes his head.
Zhan was stunned this is the first time Yibo share something about his voluntary..
Zhan said “My daddy used to take me to beaches too. I loved fresh air and calmness of here… but when I was growing up my daddy got busy and mom… well my mom was busy to make me proper type it was like a tradition in our family that when I was born I has the huge responsibility to carry family name…. how I talks, how I dress and what I eat…”
Zhan shakes his head
“I never get it why us… at the end the importance was given more to boys as they are the true heir of the family and us just a trophy child then wife….. I never get to see the beach again when I was 13 my mom said it’s time to leave my childish ways.” he said softly but with disgust and sadness.
(Author; i know many think why i use girl word but it’s true in all family happen this different between girls and boys)
Yibo looked at him and holds his hands “You can stay here for a few more days. I have to go to London since Haikuan can’t go because of Ann… I have to go and look into business stuff till that time you can stay here and then I will come back and we can go together home.”
Zhan felt his eyes wet… Yibo was really trying… Zhan thought…
Then he put his head on Yibo chest and said. “Thank you.. thank you so much.”
Yibo kissed Zhan head and look at the water.
“Hey, did you miss me…😄 The worst day of my life is when I feel like I’m tired.”😴
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