HIME – Chapter 16

‎‎Zhan : WHAT!!??

Yibo felt the ground just slipped from his feet. His heart started beating too fast in anger as well as in fear of losing Zhan. He clenched his fist and jaw with his red face. On the other hand, Zhan was too shocked and he was having hard time to believe that his patents could do this without asking for his opinion.

Yanli : Stop acting like this. Yang Zi told us that she proposed you and you didn’t refused her proposal yet.

Zhan got another heart attack after listening this. How could she do this to him? Yibo turned his face toward Zhan with his questioning gaze to know the truth.

Zhan  : Listen guys its just a misunderstanding and Mom! Why didn’t you ask my permission before doing all these?

His mom sighed and started speaking.

Zhan’s Mom : You are getting old, but haven’t ready to find a girl for you. As a parents we are worried for you Zhan. For how long you gonna stay single  ? And YangZi is a nice girl, You know her and she  has feelings for you.  What’s wrong with that?

Zhan sighed in frustration. Everything was too sudden and he didn’t know how to explain things to his naive mom. He rubbed his forehead as he started getting headache because of this sudden drama. Yibo grabbed his hand said in his cold voice.

Yibo : Aunty we are leaving first. Zhan  and i has to deal with something right now.

Zhan’s mom raised her eyebrows due to sudden change in Yibo’s behaviour. She didn’t want her son to go but at the same time she didn’t have enough courage to open her mouth after seeing Yibo’s furious expressions. She nodded with some difficulties and Yibo immediately started walking away from there while dragging Zhan with himself.

Zhan  : What are you doing?  They are watching us.!

He whispered while following him unwillingly but Yibo didn’t give a f*ck about his complains. He was too furious to think about anyone else. He  dragged Zhan inside his own home and shut the door roughly making loud noise. Luckily, Yibo’s living room was empty indicating that his mom dad wasn’t there at that moment.

Zhan  : Have you gone mad?! They will find it weird–

Yibo : YES I’V GONE MAD!! AND I DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYONE RIGHT NOW !

Zhan flinched when Yibo screamed on his face. Yibo’s eyes were showing anger only. Zhan didn’t remember when was the last time when he saw Yibo like this. He gulped hard and tried to coaxe him.

Zhan : Yibo calm down first. Listen to-

Yibo : Why didn’t you refuse her?!What are you waiting for !??

Zhan realised he should have denied her proposal long ago. He is actually giving her hopes. And now he agreed to become Yibo’s dirty secret so it was unfair with Yibo.

Zhan  : I know I should have refused her. But yibo she is my good friend, i didn’t want to hurt her directly but i gave all hints that i’m not interested in her. And if you are worried about marriage thing, then let me clarify it here.  I won’t marry her at any cost. I don’t love her, will never love her and you know it more than anyone.

Zhan explained it even though he doesn’t need to explain all these to Yibo because they aren’t in a relationship but Zhan really wanted yibo to know this. Yibo’s expressions softened after listening him. He felt bad after shouting on him like that.

Zhan  : I will talk with my mom dad and they will definitely understand. But I’m still not ready to tell them about my likings. I’m afraid of their reactions.

Yibo took one step closer toward Zhan and cupped his cheeks softly. He smiled softly as all his anger evaporated in thin air. He felt so happy that Zhan understand him and knows how to handle Yibo’s anger.

Yibo  : You don’t need to be afraid. You aren’t alone.  But you need to give YangZi reply as soon as possible. You are mine right now.

Zhan felt his blood rushed toward his cheeks and his heart again started acting weird.  Zhan looked away to hide his red face and replied

Zhan  : Yeah yeah.. Now let me go. Or they will find it weird and doubt on us.

Yibo nodded and let him go. He smiled looking at Zhan who was running with his blushing face, toward his home. He turned around and immediately got shocked when he found his mom was standing behind the pillar.

Yibo : Mom? You were here?

His heart immediately picked up the pace and he was getting nervous after seeing his mom’s furrowed eyebrows. He guessed, she has seen and heard everything so there is no reason to hide it  from her.

Yibo’s mom : What’s happening between you and Zhan? What were you talking about?

She asked while coming toward him and he realised she was in a bad mood. Last time he saw her like this when he came back home after small accident.

Yibo : Mom.. Zhan and i —

Yibo’s Mom  : Don’t tell me Yibo you like YangZi. She is Zhan’s fiancé. Have you gone mad?!

He widened his eyes and released breath. He went toward her and grabbed her shoulders before looking directly into her eyes.

Yibo : Mom.. I don’t like her. I’m not interested in her or any girl.

His mom furrowed her eyebrows even more. She was confused as hell. Whatever she saw that moment was indicating that yibo got disturbed by the news of Zhan and YangZi’s engagement. So, she roughly guessed that Yibo likes YangZi.

Yibo’s Mom  : Then why were you —

Yibo : Mom i will tell you everything very soon. Please trust me. Right now things are complicated and i can’t tell you. But after making everything right, you will be the first person to know everything.

Yibo tried to make her understand because he couldn’t tell his relationship with Zhan. I mean how can he tell his mom that Zhan is his friend with benefits right now but he is trying to make him fall for him.

His mom tried to smile as best way possible and she respects his son’s privacy. But she was getting worried while thinking something she doesn’t want to even think. But her mind was keep screaming that if he doesn’t like YangZi or any other girl then he must have feelings for Zha– NO she doesn’t want to even think about it. His son can’t be like this.

Yibo left to his room when he saw his mom’s relaxed expression. He sighed in relief that his mom didn’t interrogate him more. But he was confused because his mom seems too calm. But he shook his head to not to think anything useless. And thought that he is overthinking.

His phone vibrated one time indicating someone sent message to him. He took out his phone and saw Zhan’s name. He opened the message and saw:-

Message
Zhan : I will stay here tonight. YangZi left few minutes ago. I won’t attend tomorrow’s lectures and I’ll talk to my mom dad. Good night….

Yibo : umm.

He locked his phone, kept it on a table and went toward the washroom to take shower.

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Zhan huffed in relief when he read Yibo’s reply and sat on the couch. His mother went inside the kitchen to tell maids to cook Yanli’s favourite food as she planned to stay there tonight as she missed talking with Zhan.

Zhan : Jie, you have created a huge problem for me this time.

Yanli and Zhan was currently sitting together in a living room and he whispered under his breath but Yanli furrowed in confusion after seeing his  tense face. She couldn’t able to hear it clearly but she realised that Zhan is not happy with the things decided by his parents.

He got up and started going inside his room without talking with his lovely sister. It was strange for yanli because it was the first time when Zhan behaved like this. She started following him and entered into his room after calling his name one time to tell him that she is coming inside.

Yanli : Zhan ? …………What’s wrong?  Are you not feeling good?

Zhan was sitting on his bed when he heard her. He looked up and smiled a little when his lovely sister sat beside him. She looked at him with her concerned face.

Zhan : I’m Fine. Jie.. Umm… Can you talk to mom and tell her that i don’t want to get married now.

She smiled a little and thought of he is getting nervous because of marriage issue and he’s not ready for responsibilities.

Yanli : I know you must be feeling nervous.  No one is telling you to get married now. Aunty and Uncle just want you guys to get engage and marry each other whenever you want.

Zhan huffed in frustration and looked everywhere inside the room as he didn’t know how to explain his situation to her and how to make her understand.

Zhan : But i don’t want to marry her. I don’t love or like her in that way, you know?  I know she has feelings for me  and i didn’t wanted to hurt her directly so i didn’t talk about it again. But too bad she must be thinking i like her too. Things get too complicated because of my carelessness.

Yanli furrowed in confusion, her smile started vanishing and she asked in concern.

Yanli : But YangZi is a nice girl. She will be a good wife. Maybe you don’t have feelings for her right now but soon or later you will love her.

Zhan sighed in defeat and replied with his tired face.

Zhan : I know she is a nice girl. But i  cant like her.

She got more worried after listening him and asked again.

Yanli : Why? Do you have someone else in your mind? Do you love that person ?

Zhan’s brain immediately flashed a face ‘Yibo’. He didn’t know why he thought of Yibo when she asked him such question because he doesn’t love him right? He is so new to this feeling that he cant differentiate the love and lust.  He is doing everything with Yibo and allowing yibo to do everything with him because he thinks he is satisfying his lust. He doesn’t even know what love is.

Zhan : Jie What is love? How can people love someone?

His sister chuckled seeing his confused sad face. He was looking like a lost child and it has been so long since she has seen him like this. But his question made her remember someone she doesn’t want to remember. She started replying him while thinking about a particular person.

Yanli : Zhan, it is the most beautiful feeling. If you see him your heart will beat fast, you feel nervous and excited around him. When you don’t see him for long, you miss him and want to run toward him. You miss that person even though he is with you. You love seeing him smile and your heart bleed if you see him pain. You want to spend most of your time with him. You cant see him in pain,  it feel like you will die if that person doesn’t exist. You can’t find anyone attractive other than him. Then its love. Its just a symptoms of love. The meaning of love is too complicated. Its not in our control. Sometimes our heart choose wrong person to love him but its a beautiful feeling.

Zhan blinked his eyes in daze. He was shocked to hear her sister. With his serious face he replied to her.

Zhan : You are exaggerating. There is nothing like that. I don’t think i will ever fall in love like this.

She chuckled after looking at his expressions, somehow it was funny for her to see him like this innocent.

Yanli : One day you will understand this feeling Zhan. And if you really don’t want to get engage with YangZi then i will try to talk with Aunty and YangZi’s mom. Happy?

She asked with a sweet smile on her face and his eyes lit up with happiness and hope. He immediately hugged her surprising her and exclaimed.

Zhan : Wow jie you are the best !!!!

She hugged him back and felt happy to see her real Zhan again. Her phone ringed and she broke the hug to check the message. It was an unknown number but she could guess the sender because she had already blocked many of his number.

Message
(??? : Don’t block me please… I’m not that type of person. I swear. Whatever Zhan told you is all lie. Please do not believe him.)

Her smile vanished looking at her phone and Zhan noticed it.

Zhan : What’s wrong?

He asked with concerned but she smiled at him and shook her head to assure him that everything is fine. She blocked that number again.  Even though she tried her best to hide her feeling but Zhan could understand that she is having some conflicts inside her brain.

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On the other hand, Yuchen screamed in frustration and thrown his 9th phone. He was fuming with anger. He started throwing everything his hands could reach. He tried to contact her with so many numbers but she blocked him without even letting him explain himself.

He never thought Zhan could make his life messed up. He was regretting of his deeds. He shouldn’t have done that to Zhan. But he didn’t know he is relative of Yanli. Whatever he had done because of his younger sister was wrong but his ego wasn’t letting him to accept his mistakes.

Revenge was the only thing that was revolving around his brain. He fell down on the ground, his face was drenched with tears and he was sweating hard because of anger and helplessness. His eyes were red and gritted his teeth while saying

Yuchen : You will regret Xiao Zhan. I will make you regret.  You will cry the same way I’m crying right now..

His body was trembling and he smirked after thinking something sinful.

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While having breakfast with his mom dad, Zhan told them that he doesn’t want to marry or engage with YangZi. They were confused at first but they respected his choice and told him to think about it again and if he really doesn’t want to get engage with her, they won’t force him again.

His dad insisted to drop him to university dorm and he couldn’t even refuse him because there was no valid reason. He cant tell his dad that he want to go with Yibo. In his dad’s car he was continuously missing the thrill of Yibo’s bike. Zhan messaged him but Yibo didn’t even seen his message.

He bid farewell to his dad and entered into his dorm room. He woke up early and came back dorm 2 hours before the lectures. Yubin also left for his home yesterday as he was afraid to stay alone at dorm.

His smile dropped when he didn’t find Yibo there. He checked his  chat again and no response. He sighed after looking at the empty room.

He doesn’t know why but his heart was getting heavy with each and every second. He was missing him but he doesn’t want to accept it. He thought, he is just getting addicted to Yibo’s presence and his touch.

He opened his cupboard and started searching for something comfortable to wear for lectures. But suddenly he felt someone’s arms around his waist and his heart skipped a beat before beating too fast. He immediately recognised that person.

How could he not? He knows his touches, smell and his warmth. His face started heating up and he felt happy to finally have this person by his side. Without turning back, zhan started speaking while suppressing his smile.

Zhan : What are you doing Yibo. Its still early morning.

Yibo sniffed his neck making Zhan closed his eyes as he felt tingling sensations all over his head.  Yibo chuckled when he found Zhan wiggling by just a small deed of his.

Yibo : I missed you.

Even Zhan didn’t know what happen to him after listening those three words that he turned around and he pushed him while screaming on his face

Zhan  :  MISSED ME!!?? YOU DIDN’T EVEN SEE MY MESSAGES!!

Yibo raised his eyebrows in surprise but smirked at the end after seeing his frustration.  He took steps closer toward Zhan and encircled his arms around his waist again.

Yibo : My phone got dead and i saw it when you were leaving with your dad.  I didn’t have the time to charge it because i want to hug you as soon as possible. You can check it.. Here…

Yibo took out his phone and gave it to zhan. Zhan poked his tongue in his inner cheek to stop himself from smiling. Yibo smiled as he love to see this expressions of Zhan.

Zhan : No need, here take your phone. Now leave me Yubin must be coming.

He tried to release himself from yibo’s grip but Yibo tighten his grip and smirked seeing his flustered face. But after thinking something he left Zhan and went toward the door to lock it. Zhan widened his eyes when Yibo came back infront of Zhan and hold him tightly before saying..

Yibo :  No one will disturb us..

He whispered in his husky voice while looking at Zhan’s tempting juicy lips. He missed it so much. Zhan gulped hard understanding what’s going to happen. He looked at Yibo’s lips as he missed kissing him too.

Yibo slowly pecked on his lips one time and then pecked again before smashing his lips on Zhan’s lips properly.  Zhan immediately started kissing him back with the same slow pace. It was like they were savouring each and every flavour of each other.

Their body started heating up and Zhan encircled his arms around Yibo’s shoulder before pulling him closer and closer.  They started increasing their pace and Yibo tilted his head to kiss him more deeply as if that possible.

He was travelling his tongue inside Zhan’s mouth exploring each and every corner. Yibo pulled Zhan’s tongue inside his own mouth while using his tongue and started sucking it hardly. The whole room was filled with kisses sound and it was making Zhan dizzy.

Yibo was aggressively sucking Zhan’s tongue with his closed eyes.  Zhan was taking deep breath and it was making Yibo crazy. He started moving forward and pinned Zhan against the cupboard to kiss him properly.  Zhan moaned and tapped on Yibo’s shoulder telling him to stop.  Yibo immediately pulled away and they both started breathing heavily after joining their foreheads.

Yibo  : You are so fcking sey.  Its becoming impossible for me to control myself. See what you did.

He grabbed Zhan’s right hand and placed it on his hard d*ck. Zhan widened his eyes at first but chuckled seeing Yibo’s helpless face.

Zhan :  You are always horny.

Yibo smirked before whispering against Zhan’s lips.

Yibo  : You are at fault.  (Sighed ) I still have to wait two more days. Anyways change your clothes here, I’m gonna solve my problem in washroom.

He said and let go Zhan’s hands and he was about to go but Zhan grabbed his wrist with slight hesitation making Yibo turned around to see Zhan. Zhan gulped, his face was turning red and he knelled down infront of Yibo, making yibo shocked..

Zhan :  If you want I can go down for you…

To be continue..
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