YRMD-92 I Would Rather Die in His Arms

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Lingjiao couldn’t believe that it was Zhan. When she was in trouble and needed some help, it was Zhan who was standing in front of her. Why?

As Zhan appeared here, Lingjiao believed his inference even more that the reason why she was harmed must have something to do with Zhan. Otherwise, how could he appear here by coincidence?

In her opinion, they didn’t like each other at all, and they even wanted to kill each other.

Therefore, she didn’t expect that Zhan would save her. And she was unwilling to ask him for help because she really hated him the most.

If she asked Zhan for help, it would be a humiliation for her. Because from then on, as long as she was alive, she would always owe Zhan.

Lingjiao gritted her teeth tightly and held her fists tightly.

Although it hurt so much in her underbelly, she was unwilling to ask him for help.

“Lingjiao, why are you so surprised when you see me?” Zhan asked her, and he saw that Lingjiao was lying on the ground and she looked very bad.

Lingjiao didn’t answer him, and she lowered her head to avoid his eyes.

Zhan saw that her face and lips were pale, she was sweaty and her clothes were stained with blood.

Especially her blood flowed from her legs to the safety gate, and the red blood stains on the ground were horrifying.

Zhan couldn’t help but frown when he saw Lingjiao’s situation. It seemed that something had happened to her just now.

“What happened?” He didn’t care about her, and he was just curious.

“It’s none of your business.”

“You really look bad right now. Do you need some help? ” Zhan bent down to see her face and asked her with a smile.

Lingjiao thought that Zhan was laughing at her when she saw his smile, which really made her feel sad and she was even difficult to breath. Every time she breathed, she felt pain, as if she was going to die.

“Zhan, you don’t need to pretend to care about me. You must be very happy because I have been harmed like this. Right? I knew that it was all because of you.”

“Because of me? Why? ” Zhan asked.

“Although you can take advantage of your pretty face to trick Yibo, Darren and Carmen, I know you just pretend to be kind and you are really vicious.”

“I think they are so silly that they can be tricked by you, and they even think that you are nice and kind. What you have done insidiously will be exposed to the public one day! Zhan, since you hurt me like this, I will never let you go!”

“Lingjiao, are you a dog? Do you always bite others? I think you are going to be crazy. ” Zhan stood still and said to her calmly, “I am not a goddess, I won’t allow you to hurt me again.”

“Since you don’t need my help, you should take good care of yourself. And I don’t want to help you either, because you deserve it.”

After he finished speaking, he turned back and left without any hesitation. He walked towards his car, and then got into the car and drove away.

And Lingjiao was lying on the ground, and it hurt so much that she almost went faint.

She passed out into a coma and plunged into the boundless darkness.

Time passed by.

And it went round and round from day to night…

In the dark, there was a light shining from her head. There was a person who was approaching her slowly.

When the person approached her, she finally saw that it was Darren.

He looked indifferent, and he said to her without any concern, “Lingjiao, you should leave now.”

“Darren, what are you talking about?” Her voice trembled.

“I allowed you to stay in the Jin family just because of the baby. Now that the baby has passed away, I don’t need to ask you to stay in the Jin family. It will be the best choice for you by leaving here.”

Lingjiao bit her lip and tried not to cry with tears. She looked up at him and said, “Darren, please give me one more chance. We are young so we can have a baby again in the future…”

“Don’t be silly.” Darren wanted to leave.

Lingjiao rushed to him and hugged his legs to stop him from leaving, “Darren, I love you. You can’t treat me in this way.”

“Get away from me!” Darren kicked her off without any mercy.

Darren kicked her chest heavily and then she vomited a mouthful of blood. When she got better, Darren had already left and disappeared into the darkness.

She thought that it was unfair, so she hated her, “Ahh…”

After she screamed, she finally realized the facts.

She had already burst into tears when she opened her eyes. All she could see was a piece of white and strangers.

“Ms. Xiao, are you OK? I’ll call the doctor. ” A fat middle-aged woman looked at her with a smile.

Lingjiao caught the woman quickly and asked, “Who are you?”

“I am a nursing worker who will take care of you. You can call me Jemima,” Jemima felt hurt as she held her tightly, “Ms. Xiao, can you let me go?”

Lingjiao had to let her go. Jemima said to her as soon as she let her go, “I’ll take some clean water for you to freshen up.”

“No, thanks.” Lingjiao said.

“Okay. I’ll call the doctor.” Jemima thought for a while and said again, “Ms. Xiao, do you want some water or what else do you need?”

“Where’s my baby?” When Lingjiao asked her about it, she was so frightened to get the answer that she trembled.

“Baby?” Jemima blinked and she didn’t understand.

“How’s my baby? Where is my baby?” Lingjiao touched her belly and she felt more and more frightened.

When she woke up, she felt that her underbelly had been flat, and she knew that her baby had gone.

Actually, when she bled a lot and fainted, she knew that she would lose her baby. However, when she really lost her baby, she couldn’t accept the fact and she even felt very painful.

When she thought of her child’s death, she couldn’t wait to peel off Zhan’s skin and drink his blood because she really hated him.

“I don’t know.” Jemima shook her head.

“Then what else do you know?” Lingjiao suddenly looked at Jemima with anger, “Who asked you to take care of me?”

“A handsome man asked me to take care of you.” Jemima answered.

“What’s his name? Jin Darren?” Lingjiao thought of Darren, because she thought that he was the most handsome guy in her mind, and no one could bear comparison with him.

“I heard his subordinate called him Mr. Jin. But I don’t know whether he is Jin Darren…” Jemima felt that Lingjiao’s gaze was a bit creepy.

“It’s him. I want to see him right now.” Lingjiao tried to suppress her grievance and fury.

“I… I don’t know where Mr. Jin is. I am just employed by him to take good care of you. And that’s all.”

Lingjiao looked at the bedside table and didn’t see her bag. So she asked again, “Where is my phone?”

“I have packed your items into the cabinet. I will take them to you.” Jemima walked towards the cabinet and took out the bag.

Lingjiao started to find her phone as soon as she took over her bag, only to find that it was powered off.

“Give me your phone.” Lingjiao put her bag on her side and asked Jemima.

Jemima gave her phone to Lingjiao, and Lingjiao took it over quickly and then she called Darren.

However, Darren didn’t answer her call, She kept calling him, but he didn’t answer her call, Lingjiao felt bad and she thought that she was abandoned by Darren just like she was abandoned by him in her dream that night.

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Darren was reading some documents and he didn’t care about Lingjiao at all, as if it was none of his business.

Darren wants to make her anxious, so that she can know that he didn’t care about her, and he has just tricked her these days.

Darren remained unaffected by her. He continued to read the files piled up on his desk page by page, and it seemed that he didn’t feel bored at all.

After work, Darren stayed in the company for half an hour, then he drove home for dinner. His father Shenhai and sister Luying were both at home.

After dinner, Shenhai was going to take dinner to Carmen.

Darren said to him, “Dad, let me take it to the hospital for my mom.”

“No, thanks.” This was the first time Shenhai had spoken to his son during these days, “You don’t need to go to the hospital, or your mom will be angry when she sees you.”

“Dad, I won’t make my mom angry again.” Darren said to him gently.

“Darren, I think you need to consider for us from now on.” Shenhai frowned, “You should understand us.”

“Dad, I got it. I will do better.” Darren took up the insulation barrels in his hands and said, “I would like to go to the hospital to visit my mom now.”

And then he went to the hospital and had dinner with Carmen. After dinner, he talked with Carmen for a while, and then it was time for him to go to visit Lingjiao.

As soon as Jemima walked out of the ward, she saw Darren. She said, “Hello, Mr. Jin, Ms. Xiao misses you so much.”

“You can leave now. Don’t come in if I don’t ask,” Darren closed the door and walked into the ward.

Lingjiao smiled at once as soon as she saw Darren, and she got up from the bed quickly.

“Stay on the bed.” Darren said.

“Do you worry about me?” Lingjiao felt warm in her mind.

“Lingjiao, don’t be silly” Darren shook his head, “I just come to make things clear with you.”

“What… What do you mean?” Lingjiao was frightened, “Do you want to talk about our baby?”

She continued because she didn’t want to give Darren the chance to talk about it, “Darren, you must take revenge for our baby.”

And then she cried with tears. Darren was very calm, and he looked indifferently, “Why?”

“Zhan killed our baby.”

Lingjiao cried and also convicted Zhan.

Darren wasn’t surprised when he heard that. It could be seen that there were some emotional fluctuations in his eyes. He didn’t believe Lingjiao at all. And he didn’t think that Zhan would kill her baby.

“Darren, this is our first baby. It should have been the eldest child of in the Jin family. But Zhan killed it. You must take revenge on her.”

Even though he didn’t trust her, she wouldn’t let Zhan off.

Anyway, she was not afraid of anything. Even if she had to die, she would take Zhan to go to hell together.

“Lingjiao, I don’t think Zhan will kill your baby.” Darren showed his trust in Zhan.

“Darren, I know you won’t believe me. But it is true that he killed our baby.” Lingjiao felt sad.

“It was because I didn’t trust Zhan that I doubted him and hurt him. Now, I will no longer believe you. Even though he hates you, he would rather hurt you than your baby. Because he can distinguish right from wrong and he knows that the baby is innocent. I won’t suspect him or even hurt him or take revenge on him again because of you.”

Darren had lost the one he loved most and his happiness, so he wouldn’t believe Lingjiao again. He wouldn’t be tricked by her again.

“Darren, I was wrong before. But it was because I love you so much. This time, I swear I am not lying. It’s true that he killed our baby. Please believe me…” Lingjiao tried to persuade Darren.

“I will no longer trust you. Lingjiao, never try to deceive me again,” Darren said to her firmly.

Lingjiao cried with tears. She frowned and she looked as fragile as glass at that moment, so pitiful that one would want to hug her tightly.

However, Darren had known what kind of person she was, so he wouldn’t be deceived by her again.

“Lingjiao, I came here to tell you that I won’t love you anymore. And our relationship is over.”

“Darren, what… What do you mean?” Lingjiao was distressed.

Darren took out a piece of document from his pocket on his coat and threw it on the quilt, “This is a divorce agreement. Sign it.”

Lingjiao didn’t read the agreement at all. She answered, “I won’t sign it. Never.”

“Darren, is it because our baby was killed? I… I think we can have a baby again as we are still young. Darren, if you don’t want to take revenge for our baby, I won’t push you. I won’t complain about anything even though you want to protect Zhan… I will be obedient. Please don’t divorce me.”

“Lingjiao, don’t you understand? I should have divorced you already. If it’s not because I want to protect him, I wouldn’t have been with you again.” Darren sneered, “You know what? I felt very sick every day being with you.”

Lingjiao was really shocked by his harsh words, and was rendered depressed.

Zhan! It was Zhan again!

“Darren, you told me that you wanted to start a new life with me for our baby…”

“I did lie to you. How could I want to start a new life with you? What’s more, I am not the biological father of this baby. Although the baby is innocent, I don’t want to its dad.”

“Yes, you are. Please believe me. ”

“Lingjiao, you always lie.”

Darren sneered, “Now, I might as well tell you that I have never loved you in the past five years! I had had gratitude and affection for you, but when I knew what you had done before, I stopped feeling guilty, and I only hated you and thought you were disgusting.”

“No, that’s not true.”

“Believe it or not, I just tell you the truth. And you have to sign this agreement, or I will sue you.”

“I won’t sign it.”

“Lingjiao, I am not as patient as before. This time, you can consider it in three days. ”

Darren gave her a deadline, “Just call me after you sign it. I got to go.”

When he intended to leave, Lingjiao called him quickly, “Wait a minute.”

Darren didn’t turn back, “There’s no need to talk much about it. And, I won’t see you again.”

“No, Darren…” Lingjiao rushed towards him and stopped him from leaving.

She said to him with sadness, “Darren, are you mad at me because I didn’t protect our baby well? Then we can have more children…”

Lingjiao rushed into his arms and struggled to kiss his face.

However, Darren felt that she was disgusting. He held her hands and pushed her away hard, and then she fell down on the ground.

“Lingjiao, stop! You will make me hate you more by doing so.”

Lingjiao sat on the ground and weeping, “Darren, I shouldn’t have deceived and hurt Zhan those years, but it was because I loved you and I wanted to save you. You know what? He hesitated for a long time, and he couldn’t decide whether he should save you when you were sick. And I kept persuading him to save you by giving birth to a child. I have worked hard to help you.”

“Without me, you couldn’t have been cured, and you can’t be so healthy now. Darren, I am the one who saved you. You can’t treat me like this. Even though you have never loved me, I can try my best to love you. This is just my love alone.”

“These are highfalutin explanations.” Darren thought Lingjiao was simply shameless, “If you really loved me, you wouldn’t have done these bad things, you wouldn’t have deceived me, and you wouldn’t have separated me and Zhan to make me miserable.”

“I would rather you never loved me so that we wouldn’t suffer so much. You know what? I would rather die than be separated from him. Even if I die, I am willing to die in his arms, which will be better than regretting this every day.”

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