HIME – Chapter – 9

Xiao Zhan Pov

 

Yibo  : You have no idea what kind of monster you are waking up.

 

I furrowed in confusion but then I felt a hard thing poking at my innocent thighs. “What the duck!?” I widened my eyes when I realized I turned him on. Fcking God I was rubbing my as& on his crtch without ‘thinking much’. God the way he was looking at me, f*ck! I never wanted this moment to end. I looked into his eyes and felt eclectic current flows inside my whole body. I gulped hard but didn’t stand up from his lap. Lust was clouding my brain. The way he was looking at me, made me so turned on, I need him, I need his lips, his hand his–I couldn’t control my self and my gaze fell on Yibo’s parted lips. I don’t who possessed me and I asked…

 

Zhan  : Are you going to kiss me again?

 

Yibo lift up his face to get near my lips..  I cursed inside my brain ” yes! kiss me” but he smirked and said in his husky voice…

 

Yibo  : Do you want me to kiss you again ? Or are you still whining over losing your first and second kiss.

 

This b*tch, his words provoked me so much. At that time, I didn’t know what happened to me, but i needed his lips, So I pecked on Yibo’s lips softly and looked into his eyes with my lusty eyes and justified my deeds by saying….

 

Zhan  : Do you think you are the only one who can lose thousands of such kiss on someone? I can do the same.

 

His eyes darkened and he growled before pecking at my lips hungrily again. ‘Fck! he is provoking me, just kiss me hard Yibo, I want to know what the real kiss feels like’. Fck! His soft lips,.. I want to feel it more. I want to remember this feeling. I want to taste it one more time. I looked down on his tempting lips, lust was the only thing that I could feel at that time. Just one more time… I pecked at his lips while thinking that but… Those soft juicy lips God! I want to feel it again, again.. and again…

 

Yibo wasn’t doing anything, and I was dying to move my lips on his. I gulped when a sudden wave of adrenaline hit me. ‘Fck everything… I need it’. I thought before slamming my lips on him. God, that feeling I will never forget.. I wasn’t experienced but I knew how to move my lips on someone. Suddenly I felt him moving his lips on me and Fck!!. That feeling of electrifying effect on my veins. No one made me this turned on in my whole life.

 

He tilted his head and I felt his muscular hands on my waist pulling me closer towards his chest. Yes!! Just like that’. Butterflies were dancing in my stomach. My chest was pressed against him and his sinful hands were making me more lost in that moment. He was kissing me hungrily, sucking on my lips like his life depended on it. I moaned when I felt his hands moving on my back too lightly making me feel tingling sensation and squirm in his arms. But then I felt his tongue inside my mouth. Lucifer!! It was the whole f*cking new experience… I started imitating him but then he started sucking my tongue. He is so good at it..

 

We changed our head angle to kiss more deeply, I felt my d*ck was becoming harder and harder. Out of no where he grinned and bit my lower lip making me realized what the hell I was doing. I immediately pushed him and got up from his lap.

 

‘What the f*ck did I do?! And WHY!!’? I thought as I widened my eyes in shock. I was expecting the same reaction from him but he was too relax making me more afraid.  He was breathing heavily just like me and to be honest he was ‘looking so hot- what the hell am i thinking ‘ i thought while slapping myself internally.

 

Yibo : What happen ?

 

After becoming normal he asked this. ‘Is it normal for him? For god’s sake we kissed. Can’t he react a little bit shocked?’ I thought with my furrowed brows. But technically it was me who kissed him first, he just replied the way I wanted. I sighed in nervousness and opened my mouth to speak.

 

Zhan : I–I’m sorry..  I didn’t mean to.. It was–i need to go..

 

I wasn’t able to collect my thoughts. I knew I would say something stupid if I would stay there anymore. I moved back and turned around to leave but I felt his hand on my wrist stopping me from moving an inch. I turned back and saw his not good expression.

 

Yibo : Where are you going!?  You need to take responsibility..

 

‘What! , I thought and scrunched my eyebrows in confusion. I pulled my wrist from his grip and asked while stuttering.

 

Zhan : What– do you– mean?

 

Yibo looked down on his cr*tch. I widened my eyes and he smirked..

 

Yibo : You started it, so finish it too before going..  And yeah you took my first kiss. A real kiss. So you need to take responsibility.

 

What the hell is he saying’ my heart wasn’t beating normal and he was making it worse. I was scared as hell, and feeling something I never felt before. No one made me this nervous. I moved back and gulped hard and looked up at his face realizing he caught me staring at his dck. Fck he was smirking… I took breath to calm myself a little

 

Zhan: I– It– It was just a heat of moment. I’m sorry I crossed my limits wait — You were the one who kissed me first.. You started it… And don’t say it was just a smooch.. It also count in kiss. If you hadn’t kissed me yesterday then I wouldn’t have done this today… Yeah it was your fault

 

Yibo chuckled at me, probably laughing at my nervousness and stupid justification. I breathed out realizing he wasn’t that serious. But it was too embarrassing for me to face him at that time. I just wanted to leave as soon as possible.

 

Yibo : But you enjoyed it..  Didn’t you?

 

He asked smirking and his expressions were screaming ‘Victory’. ‘To be honest yes but i won’t tell him’

 

Zhan : No.

 

He smiled widely not believing me. How could he believe when I was lying. And he knows me so well. He can read my mind without even looking at me. Thankfully my phone rang and I immediately took out my phone from my pocket and showed him while telling..

 

Zhan : I need to pick up this call ..

 

He saw the caller id and didn’t argued anymore because it was Mom. I turned around and left him alone in that room. I sighed in relief after closing the door and picked up the call.

 

I was talking to my mom but my mind was continuously thinking about the thing i did few minutes ago. After telling her my well being i cut the call after lying that i need to go because professor is calling me.

 

I released my breath that I was holding I don’t know from how long. ‘Am I not normal?! , Am I this sexually frustrated that I kissed a guy? Or Am I gay– No! I was just desperate .. Yeah.. ‘ I thought while breathing heavily..

 

My brain was hanging and I couldn’t think of proper justification. I huffed while moving my hand on my hair in frustration and kicked on the near pillar. I hissed in pain and clenched my teeth to suppress the pain.

 

Zhan : Forget it zhan why is it bothering you when he is Totally relax.

 

I shrugged it off and went toward the Yubin’s room because i had no courage to face him that time.

 

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Wang Yibo’s Pov

 

I was lying on my bed and looking at the ceiling with my happy face. ‘We kissed. He kissed me. I was chanting this continuously. After that kiss, one thing got clear that he didn’t  feel disgust kissing me, that means maybe he is Bisexual or maybe he feels the same as me.

 

I was so happy, it was the happiest day of my life but I wouldn’t show it to him. I needed to keep my calm cool. I still have to make him fall for me hard.

 

My gron was hurting but I promised myself not to cum unless my dck is inside his ass& or throat. I grinned while remembering his perfect soft juicy lips. The way he was moving his lips fck i want him to move those lips on my– body.. Everywhere… Fck i cant wait to have him. I know he will be mine soon.

 

Its been an hours since he left the room. I looked at my watch and it was 3:45, function will start at 5pm and we still need to practice. I got up from my bed and left the room to search him…

 

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I saw him sitting with his stupid friends on the garden where workers were decorating the place but he wasn’t talking with them like usual. He was sitting quietly and looking at the ground while biting his lips nervously.

 

I went towards him and called his name but he didn’t hear me so I called him loudly grabbing everyone’s attention including him. He turned around with wide eyes and immediately got stiff on his position.

 

‘F*ck he is feeling uncomfortable around me’ and that’s not what I wanted. He would distance himself from me if he would feel uncomfortable. I smiled as normal as possible and said..

 

Yibo : We need to practice..

 

He gulped hard and immediately shook his head. Everyone looked at him with their confused face except that YangZi.. She was happy with his answer. I clenched my jaw thinking “how dare he refused me in front of her?” I immediately grabbed his wrist and made him stand up before dragging him with me.

 

He was yelling and telling me to stop but i would not do anything he wishes for. After reaching in front of our room i released his hand and opened the door for him to enter.

 

Yibo : We need to talk..

 

He hesitated but then he entered making me sighed in relief.  I closed the door and turned around toward him who was standing far away from me.

 

Yibo : Listen you don’t need to get so much hyper because of  the ‘heat of the moment’ like you said. We both are boys so I can understand why you kissed me. Sometimes its hard to control our hormones and things happen. But the way you are reacting you are making it obvious to others that something is wrong between us.

 

He sighed and opened his mouth to say something but immediately closed it while furrowing his eyebrows and after 3 seconds break he started speaking…

 

Zhan : Isn’t it true? I mean there is something wrong between us.!  But the way you are reacting like it doesn’t bother you at all..

 

He expressed with a slight hint of anger.  I smiled internally and controlled my face expressions to show him my usual cold face.

 

Yibo : Because it doesn’t bother me .. It was just a kiss.. Without any feelings .. It was purely.. Lust.. Isn’t it?

 

I asked while coming closer toward him and thankfully he didn’t get uncomfortable. But he furrowed more and asked

 

Zhan : You didn’t feel anything but lust?

 

Yibo : Why would I? Did you feel anything other than lust?

 

I replied without thinking twice..  He clenched his jaw and started poking his tongue in his inner cheek..  That tongue..  F*ck i was sucking it an hour ago. ‘Yibo control your self’ i scolded myself and gulped hard.

 

He huffed in annoyance and replied

 

Zhan: Are you pretending? How can you be so calm after kissing someone? F*ck the gender! We kissed Yibo, for god’s sake.. Okay I understand, it was because of lust.. But still– we — i– Are you sure we are straight?

 

I smirked after hearing that.. He was having hard time to explain his feelings. He was getting frustrated to see me this calm but he has no idea what turmoil was going on inside my heart.

 

Yibo : I’m sure about myself you need to think about yourself..  Did i make you feel good?  Do you want it more?

 

He gulped hard and his cheeks turned red. He looked away to hide his flustered face and corner if lips twitched.

 

Zhan: No way.!! I’m — straight.. I was doubting on you.. But anyways.. It was just a ‘heat of the moment’ so lets drop this topic here. And yeah.. We need to stay away from each other. I don’t want this to happen again.

 

“No f*cking way” i thought while nodding.  He again clenched his jaw but sighed before speaking.

 

Zhan : And we don’t need to practice anymore.  I remember my steps and you too. So we will just do what we did before..  — i mean dance..

 

He widened his eyes at last and explained himself.  I chuckled at him but he glared at me and left that room again..

 

Now its the time for the second step of my plan..  I smirked while thinking about my next step and started following him.

 

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Zhan  : Why the hell are you following me?!

 

He turned back and looked at me with his frustrated face. He was looking so cute. God!! I just wanted to squeeze him in my arms. I shrugged and replied calmly.

 

Yibo  : Going out to meet my friends. You are not the only one who has friends.

 

Zhan poked his tongue in his inner cheek. I was loving it so much, that he wasn’t able to argue with me anymore. Wow. Where has my feisty Zhan gone? Can he be this submissive.? F*ck just by thinking it, I get so excited to make him submissive.

 

He turned around and Started walking forward. I chuckled at his childish behaviour and started following him.

 

When he reached the garden he immediately ran toward his friends and luckily Haoxuan and Jiyang was sitting with them too. I went there and sat beside YangZi. Even though i don’t like her but it would trigger Zhan and it happens. He immediately turned his head toward me and clenched his jaw. ‘Jealous huh? Well I’m just starting my game ‘ i smirked while looking at Yangzi and surprisingly she smiled back but kind of bitterly.

 

Haoxuan : So You decided to show your as& after 2 f*cking days. You were so busy with Zhan that you totally forgot about me and Jiyang.

 

He said while complaining and i smiled sweetly making everyone too surprised.  Yeah.. Its my effect. I know what i can do with my small gestures.

 

Yibo : Its not like i was busy with him.. I had to stay with him, sadly.. he is my partner.

 

Haoxuan widened his eyes for a second but immediately understand when he saw Zhan’s death glare toward me. He calmed and joined in this game with me.

 

Haoxuan : Aww who do you wanted to be your partner?

 

I smirked while and glanced at Zhan for a second then move closer toward YangZi who was already furrowing.

 

Yibo : Someone beautiful..  Like YangZi and Ziyi.

 

Ziyi blushed hard when i said her name. Well there is no doubt they are beautiful.  But not more than my Zhan.

 

Cheng and Yubin started hooting teasingly and Yubin bumped his shoulder on Ziyi in a teasing way. YangZi wasn’t understanding what the hell i was doing and continuously looking at me with her furrowing face.

 

Cheng : Well it was new. I never thought Yibo would say something like this.

 

I looked at Cheng with my smiling face, with slight hind of confusion making them more surprised and asked..

 

Yibo  : Why not …? I’m a boy too. I know I’m always surrounded by girls who always ready to do anything for me but i really don’t like them. So i prefer someone ‘like’ YangZi and Ziyi.

 

Zhan clenched his jaw and sucking his inner cheek making him more cute. YangZi smiled sweetly at me and said

 

YangZi : Well too bad.. I won’t be happy to get a partner like You. I would prefer Zhan.

 

Zhan sighed and smirked a little and glanced at me with his proud face. I scoffed and Ziyi who was sitting just beside me intertwined her hands with my arms. I looked at her with my surprised face and she smiled softly.

 

Ziyi : Then its good .. I would prefer Yibo. He is much smarter than anyone else here.

 

She said in his comforting tone and smiled sweetly.  I would have to say this thing, Zhan’s friends are good people.  I started liking them. They usually stayed stiff around me because of my cold behaviour but they immediately got friendly just by my small smile.  Thankfully sh saved me from feeling embarrassment. I smiled at her and turned my face toward Zhan who giving death glare to Ziyi.. Wow. !

 

Zhan  : I knew… I told you.. She is a traitor. Are you really my friend Ziyi? How can you ditch me for him? You did this before too.

 

He said with slightly hurt voice or maybe he was faking it because everyone laughed at him except me. He glanced at me with his burning eyes. ..

 

Ziyi : Zhan you are so greedy..  You have YangZi .. Why are you complaining.. Huh ?

 

She said with her teasing tone and releasing my arms while pointing his finger on Zhan.

 

Zhan  : I’m not complaining…  Well, you can’t help it..  Partner are already decided so f*ck your imagination.

 

Yubin and Cheng chuckled at him and everyone joined them making him more annoyed.

 

Yubin : Why are you getting serious..  ?? We are just joking .. And  day after tomorrow our trip is going to end.

 

I smirked at him when he get flustered suddenly.  He is making it so obvious.

 

Zhan  : Whatever..  And Yibo.. Why are you sitting with My friends?  You said you are going to meet YOUR friends.

 

He said while pointing his finger on me with his irritated expressions. I pouted a little making everyone feel bad for me and they immediately reacted.

 

Cheng : Zhan don’t be mean to him.

 

I smiled and looked at everyone while saying..

 

Yibo : They are my friends too. Aren’t you guys?

 

Everyone smiled sweetly and nodded their head while saying “we are” .. Zhan huffed in annoyance and looked at his friends while feeling betrayed.

 

Zhan  : Wow.. What a great friends i have…!

 

Ziyi : Guys.. Lets go we need to get ready for performance.

 

Everyone nodded their head and stood up to leave.  Zhan stayed there and grabbed my wrist to stop me from going.  I smiled and turned around to face him with my fake confused face.

 

Zhan  : What the f*ck are you trying to do?

 

I pretend not to understand him and tilted my head in confusion and asked to make him more frustrated.

 

Yibo : What do you mean.?

 

He clenched his jaw while witnessing my innocent face.

 

Zhan : Why are you getting close to my friends. Specially Ziyi nad YangZi? What the hell are you planning Yibo.

 

‘He is probably jealous’ i thought to suppress my smile and replied calmly

 

Yibo : Nothing..  I was just being friendly with them.

 

Zhan huffed in annoyance and looked around to calm himself down. He is frustrated like he should…

 

Zhan  : ‘Getting friendly’ you were seriously flirting with them.!!

 

I furrowed in confusion…  And moved closer toward him and asked.

 

Yibo : So what!?

 

He widened his eyes and immediately exclaimed.

 

Zhan  : ‘SO WHAT!? ‘ Are you f*cking serious Yibo. We kiss– i mean how could you do this just after kissing someone..  Don’t you have any principle.?

 

I couldn’t control myself and smirked at him.

 

Yibo : I’m just doing what you asked for… I’m staying away from you and you said it was just a ‘heat of a moment’. I dropped that topic like you asked for. What else do you want me to do?

 

He sighed in defeat and sucked his inner cheek not finding any good reply and said..

 

Zhan : You know what ? F*ck off ! do whatever you want, i don’t care.

 

He said and left me there to get ready for performance. I smirked while watching his as& moving left and right with each step he was taking. F*ck i cant wait to have it.

 

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Xiao Zhan pov.

 

I was getting ready for the performance. Costumes and makeup artist hairstylists were arranged by the resort manager and they were too good at their job. I hadn’t seen Yibo after arguing with him. He hadn’t came yet to get his makeup done in this room. To be honest i don’t want to face him anymore because i was too embarrassed after arguing with him on something so stupid.  Why the hell i said that?.  I don’t have to feel this way.  What the hell i want? I was thinking while the make up artist doing their job on my face.

 

Maybe I wanted him to react like I was reacting. I wanted him to feel bothered, flustered and embarrassed like me. But he was too calm like it was normal for him to kiss anyone. He should be thankful that its me whom he kissed or if that would be any other person than they would have definitely forced him to take responsibility and irritate him to death while sticking with him all the time.

 

I scoffed while thinking but immediately got scolded by the aunty who was doing my makeup. I calmed myself and stayed in stiff position to let her do her job properly. My eyes was continuously glancing at the door and I was wondering where the hell is he… I was getting impatient.

 

“Is he with someone?  Girl or boy?” I thought but immediately realised what the hell i was thinking. I was getting irritated on myself when i saw the door opening and my heart skipped a beat when i saw him in his costume.  And F*Ck he was looking so hot

He looked at me and bite his lips while eying me up and down with his hooded eyes.  His eyes darkened and he started coming closer toward me.

‘F*ck yibo stop looking at me like that, its so tempting’. I glanced away from him and he sat on the chair just beside me. Another artist started doing his makeup while he was continuously eyeing me through the mirror. I cleared my throat and started using my phone.

 

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It was our turn to perform on the stage and i was getting nervous with each and every second.  Yibo was standing beside me behind the stage looked at me and saw me releasing trembling breath.  He held my hand warmly in his hand and whispered in his soft tone.

 

Yibo : You don’t need to be nervous .. Just feel the music and let your body move along with the beat like you did before.  And trust me I won’t let you mess up. Okay?

 

Somehow his words worked on me and my heart started feeling relief after he held my hand. I nodded my head with smile and we heard our name from the stage.

 

People were clapping, hooting and shouting.  We removed our hands from each other and went toward the stage. Chair was already placed on the stage as Yibo gave instruction earlier.

 

Music started playing and we started doing our steps.  At first I heard people chuckling at us but they gasped when our performance started becoming hot. Just like he said, i was feeling music and moving along with it without any other thought.  At that time, i was wanted to feel him like we did before.  He was handling me smoothly and guiding me in each and every steps making it more erotic.  People were hooting and clapping with their shock expressions and i smirked when i felt his gr*in on my thighs ‘ he get turned on ‘ i thought while moving my hips more sexily and he bite his lower lip.

 

It was the time for the last step and when i hovered above him people went crazy. We set the stage on fire.  I heard them hooting shouting and clapping while i was moving my as& in air above Yibo. I looked at him and fck! He was looking too damn hot to look away from him. .. I was looking into his hooded eyes and he was observing me too. We totally forgot we are on the stage, i moved my glance toward his tempting lips.  Yes i cant fcking control myself. He looked at my lips too and f*ck i lost it and started moving my head near his lips. …

 

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