HIME – Chapter -19

Yibo : I will do whatever you want but please don’t do that again.  I beg you mom.

His mom smiled proudly and raised her right hand to caress his hair lovingly. Her heart was clenching with pain seeing her son like this. But she was thinking, she is doing a right thing. Even if she accepts her son’s sexual preference but her husband will not accept it, society will not accept him. And the long lasting friendship between Zhan parents and them will be ruin.

The whole world will accuse her son and Zhan. Their future will be ruin, no one will respects him and because of this and moreover they will also suffer lose in their business. Their life long’s goodwill will be destroy. Just because of this, everything that have today will be ruin.

Who’s parents can see their son’s doom. Everyone wants best for their children and she is no exception.  She thinks she is saving Yibo from future suffering. And this is the right time to stop her child from moving forward in this path because weeks ago, Yibo and Zhan used to hate each other so things can be handle now. They must not have gone far. This must be a starting so, this is the best time to stop.

Yibo’s Mom : Good son… Listen to mom, mom is doing this for you. You must be hating me for this but its for your own good. Tell me, did you tell about your feelings to Zhan? Did he know that you… You like… Him   romantically?

Yibo was clenching his jaw with his teary eyes, his hands were still shaking and staring lifelessly at her. He was frustrated, angry, scared and helpless.

Yibo : N-No. Not ye-yet..

She gulped hard and smiled at him lovingly trying to smile as best as possible because she was also feeling devastated. Never in her life she saw him like this. She used to snatch and hide his bike keys for his safety but right now she is crushing his son’s happiness with her own hands. How could a mom feel satisfied doing that?

Yibo’ Mom : Good… It means that child (zhan) is normal. You know dad and his mom dad will not accept it. Everything—

Yibo : Just tell me what do you want?!

He raised his voice on  her for the first time in his life making her flinched in surprise. But still she smiled awkwardly. Its okay she can tolerate it as long as he listen to her and live a good life.

Yibo’s mom : S-Stay away from him. Do not make him like– Yibo don’t tell him anything about your feelings. If you do those kind of things then mom.. Mom won’t able to liv–

Yibo : I will do whatever you want so… Don’t do this kind of stuffs again.

He said expressionlessly like he was talking to some stranger not his mom. His mom have seen this face but he never showed that type expressions to her. She smiled and tried to caress his hair but he stood up leaving her hand hangs on air. She clenched her fist and looked up giving him surety.

Yibo’s Mom : Good… I will not do that again. I promise.

After listening this he left her room and went out of the house without telling her anything.

After coming out the house, he laughed at himself sarcastically. His eyes were filled with tears. And he felt like a loser.  He made a master plan of seducing Zhan, he thought about everything, how would he deal with people but he never thought something like this would happen. His own mom wound not accept his own son like this then what could he expect from the society.

He started the bike and started driving as fast as possible. He never drove at this speed because he always though about his mom but at this moment he wants something happen to him so he could teach his mom a lesson what it feels like when your love ones dying because of your wish.

He knows he was being childish but he just felt helpless. What to do? How to face Zhan? What will he tell Zhan when zhan will ask him why he is avoiding him? And how could he tell Zhan that he wants to break the deal. He doesn’t to return to dorm or his home. Will he able to stay away from Zhan ? Absolutely not. His mind was messed up.

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Fortunately, he returned dorm safely and as soon as he opened the door he saw Zhan was sitting on his study table’s chair and waiting for him. He immediately smiled seeing Yibo came and stood up to greet him.

Zhan : What took you so long? I’ve been waiting for so long. You said you will be back before midnight and its–

Yibo  : Please..  I’m tired.

Zhan’s smiled started vanishing bit by bit. He felt something is wrong with him so he nodded and moved away.  Yibo went inside the bathroom to shower.

When yibo came out of the bathroom, he saw Zhan was still seating on his bed and biting his nails in nervousness. Yibo’s heart clenched seeing him like that. It was quarter past 2 and Zhan didn’t go to bed because he was waiting for him. Yubin wasn’t there so started the conversation by asking where is Yubin?

Zhan  : Oh.. He has gone home for something.  He will be back tomorrow. D-did you eat? I haven’t eaten and had ordered extra amount. Wan-wanna join me?

He gulped hard asking such a small question and Yibo’s heart melted realising maybe his behaviour made him scared. But its fine, Zhan doesn’t like him so let’s just behave normally and end everything slowly.  He nodded while sitting with him.

Zhan smiled and started opening the food packing. He ordered Yibo’s favourite food because he wanted to make him happy?  He doesn’t know why but he just wanted to ordered Yibo’s favourite food. They both started eating silently.  Zhan was the one who started the conversation this time.

Zhan  : Uh… Yibo.. Yuchen was the one who did that you because he wanted to take revenge on me.

Yibo furrowed his eyebrows and stopped chewing his food. He gulped down his food and asked in confusion.

Yibo : What revenge?  What’s going on between you two?

Zhan sighed.

Zhan  : Its just he had some contact with my sister Yanli and i warned my jie to stay away from him as he is not a good person so my sister blocked him. I don’t know how did he find out about… Us and did that to you  to make me…  suffer.

Yibo scoffed…

Yibo : Is that really obvious to everyone.? Everyone can see through us?

Zhan’s heart skipped a beat.  He gulped hard as he legs was shaking in nervousness. He wanted to say that he likes him but not a single word was coming out of his mouth.

Zhan : Haha.. Yeah.. Maybe…. YangZi.. YangZi is also suspicious of us.

Yibo nodded and started eating again. Zhan pouted as Yibo didn’t ask him if he gave cleared answer to Yangzi or not.? Zhan sighed and started eating too. Zhan was glancing him time to time with the corner of his eyes as he wants to talk to him.

Zhan : um…. I want to file report against Yuchen but…. It will question our…… relationship. Maybe Yuchen will reveal our secret. But I’m worried what if he do something to you aga–

Yibo : You don’t need to worry.  Nothing will happen from now on.

Zhan felt uneasiness inside his heart. This is so weird for him. When he did not have any idea about his feelings, he used to say whatever comes in his mind but now he think twice before speaking a single word. He is like so scared, he was scared to hurt Yibo and  scared of Yibo’s response .  And right now he wasn’t feeling good after listening Yibo’s response.

Zhan thought something must havr happened when Yibo went outside or maybe Yibo is just tired so he thought, let’s wait for some time and the he will tell Yibo everything.

They both were lying on their own bed and Zhan was looking at Yibo who was staring at ceiling.  They both weren’t sleeping and for the first time after their deal, yibo didn’t approach Zhan when they are literally all alone.

Zhan thought its not compulsory for Yibo to approach him everytime, he can approach him too. So he got up from his bed and laid down beside Yibo while hugging his waist. Yibo turned his head to look at Zhan and saw him smiling sweetly.

Yibo immediately turned toward him to face him while grabbing his neck before smashing his lips on Zhan’s lips. Zhan started responding almost immediately and felt so relax, warmness was spreading inside his heart as he felt Yibo was kissing him so good today like he was missing him all day long and savouring each and every taste of zhan.

Zhan moved his hands toward Yibo’s hair and grabbed his head to response as good as possible but he almost felt tired but Yibo was still kissing him eagerly, so fast while breathing heavily. Zhan felt something wet on his cheek but he didn’t bothered to open his eyes. He was enjoying that moment so much.

On the other hand, Yibo’s mind was continuously chanting “just last time” while kissing him, he was sucking so hard like his life depended on it. His tongue was exploring each and every corner of Zhan’s mouth. Its almost becoming impossible for him to stop. He doesn’t want be apart from Zhan, how could he let him go? Its impossible for him right?

Just thinking about it, he lost his control and he hovered above Zhan and started kissing and sucking his whole face. His eyes, nose, cheeks, chin and his favourite spot, on his mole. He sucked that mole with his tongue, like he wanted to erase that spot with his tongue so no one could see it. So on one could eye that spot.

Zhan opened eyes when yibo started sucking his ear lobe. He sucked breath and moaned making Yibo stop. Yibo immediately came back to his senses and get off of him. He released breath to calm himself down and said in his hoarse voice.

Yibo  : Sorry.. I just… Lost my control.

Zhan gulped hard his whole face was wet and red and seeing Zhan like that and doing nothing was the biggest challenge for Yibo. Zhan raised his hands and grabbed the corner of Yibo’s sleeves and said in his low voice..

Zhan  : Yibo… Do you want to do it—

Yibo  : I’m tired go and sleep on your bed.

Zhan felt his heart dropped into his stomach.  He pouted his lips feeling embarrassed and got up from his bed. After lying on his own bed he clicked his tongue and thought, ‘Forget it, you were the one who said one time in a week’.

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It has been two days, and Yibo was ignoring and avoiding Zhan every way possible. Zhan felt weird and sensed something was wrong. But every time Zhan tried to go near Yibo he avoided him after giving some lame excuses.  Yibo neither eating with Zhan  nor he go anywhere with him. Even Zhan asked him to accompany him but he refused by saying he is busy.

Zhan was thinking if he did something wrong or said something wrong that’s why Yibo was doing this. But he couldn’t think of anything.  He was going crazy because of this so he decided to talk to him face to face.  He messaged him to ‘meet him whenever you have as he wants to talk to him.’

After almost 5 hours, he finally received his reply saying he is at his home, come and meet him at his backyard garden.  Again, he told him to come by himself. But anyways he is not a child he can go there but these small things were hurting Zhan.

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After reaching there, he saw Yibo was standing against the tree that they planted together when they were child.  He smiled and went toward Yibo who was using his phone and seeing someone who coming he locked his phone before putting it inside his pocket.

Yibo crossed his arms over his chest and looked at Zhan with his indifferent face. Zhan smiled froze seeing such face and he stood in front of Yibo.

Yibo : What to you wanna talk? Say it now..

Zhan gulped hard and immediately got nervous.  He smiled awkwardly and started speaking with his heavy heart.

Zhan : Yibo… Di- did i do something wrong.?

Yibo : No.

Okay, Zhan nodded and almost forget everything that he planned to say right now. His indifferent response was just making it worse for Zhan.

Zhan : Then… Why are you ignoring me.? You are clearly avoiding me.  Don’t you?

Yibo : umm so what? I’m tired and feel bored following you all the day long.

Zhan started thinking if his head hit on the swimming pool when Zhan was trying to save him? Because this person was suddenly started behaving too weird.  Yibo was the one who stated weird rules of eating together going together etc etc. But now when Zhan was complaining he is saying he is tired? Zhan really wanted to smack his head. But he controlled himself and smiled again…

Zhan  : Okay. It must be hard for you so we won’t have to do all these thing from now on. You can decide when you want to accompany me but…. I really don’t wanna see you avoiding me like this. So if you feel anything wrong about it you can talk to me and i will agree to your new rules.

Yibo was just looking at Zhan and for few seconds he forget to response him but suddenly he cleared his throat and looked away from him. Yibo knows he cant always avoid Zhan, sooner or later he has to clear things with him. So why not right now ?

Yibo : Actually you are right Zhan… I should talk to you about this. We agreed to make this deal together with the rule of ‘whenever we want to stop we can stop this deal’ right? So i should just make it clear today..

Zhan heard a ‘boom’ sound inside his brain and felt what yibo was going to say. His heart slow down his speed like almost forget how to beat normally.

Yibo  : Zhan i think… I don’t want to continue this. I know we have same sexual preference but i just don’t find it interesting doing it with you.

Zhan gulped hard and immediately started running his mind to say something but he couldn’t find a good response.  ‘Why he felt bored? Am i  not suitable? Or maybe because of my boring rules.. Like once in a week? ‘. Zhan’s eyes lit up like he found the solution and grabbed yibo’s hand like he want to stop Yibo from breaking their deal.

Zhan  : If you think… If you think one time is boring then… Then we can do it twice in a week or maybe three times or whenever you want. As long as its not boring for you then I’ll be fine with anything.  Umm?

Yibo sucked breath hard like he doesn’t like what Zhan said. He immediately removed Zhan’s hand from his wrist and said indifferently.

Yibo : I didn’t mean that, Zhan. I don’t want to continue it with you.

Zhan felt his heart was clenching and his hands were getting cold. Zhan’s eyes started burning and tears were swelling in his eyes.

Zhan  :………….. Why?.

Yibo : For no reason. Am i not allowed to feel tired and bored? Do i need a reason to feel that way?

Zhan clenched his fist and tried to calm himself down by gulping hard.

Zhan  : It doesn’t make sense Yibo. A week and few days ago you approached me and offered me be your bed partner and suddenly you are saying you don’t wanna continue.  Shouldn’t you give me a valid reason to accept your decision? Don’t i deserve a simple fu*king reason?

Each and every word of his was screaming how hurt he was because sudden change of Yibo’s behaviour.  Yibo knows how stubborn Zhan is and if he won’t give him a reason then he will not leave this matter.

Yibo : Because I don’t feel good doing it with you that’s it. I thought, it will be good but it wasn’t as good as i thought.

Zhan scoffed and his tear fell from his eyes which can be seen from anyone’s naked eyes and Zhan didn’t even bothered to hide it and let Yibo see how hurt he was right now.

Zhan  : So you want to break this deal?  You could have said it after doing it for the first time. It would have looked more real than now. Yibo, you think i will believe you what you are saying right now? I know you more than you so don’t try to deceive me with your cold face. Tell me what happen?  Did Yuchen said something to you? Is he blackmailing you? Yibo, don’t worry i wil–

Yibo : No one is doing anything.  Its my own decision.  I don’t want to do this meaningless thing. It feels weird to think that i have a bed partner.  Don’t you feel it too? You are more righteous than me right?

Zhan felt a little relax and his heart beat increased a little bit thinking maybe the relationship is not a problem but the ‘tag’ is. So he smiled again and said.

Zhan  : Then… We can .. Maybe we can be..  I mean we can change our relationship.

Yibo widened his eyes and his heart skipped few beats listening this. He felt he is dreaming or he heard something wrong.

Yibo  : What do you mean?

Zhan gulped hard and took few breath to calm down.  Yes he is boy no matter who confess first, what matter is their relationship. .

Zhan  :  Yibo … I think…  I think i …. I like you.

He clenched his fist and said with his nervous heart.

Zhan : So you don’t need to feel that way. If you really think its meaningless then we can date.. And … know each other more.  I will try my best to understand you and do things that you lik–

Yibo suddenly laughed at him making Zhan’s heart drop into his stomach.  His smile started vanishing bit by bit and he felt uneasiness was spreading inside his whole body.

Yibo  : You like me? This is so funny. Sorry..

Yibo tried to control his laugh in front of Zhan making him more confused.

Zhan  : Don’t you feel the same?

Yibo  : You think i feel the same?! Stop joking, Zhan. I never thought my plan will guide you in a wrong direction.

Zhan  frowned listening something weird..

Zhan  : What plan? What do you mean yibo?

Yibo sighed heavily before smirking proudly.

Yibo  :  What do you think? Why suddenly i approached my enemy and tell him that i want to sleep with him?  You think because i like him or fancy him? Absolutely not… Its because…

He came near  Zhan’s ear and whispered making Zhan froze in his place.

Yibo : because i wanted to play with you a little.

Yibo moved away from his ear and looked at Zhan’s widened eyes and shocked face while showing his satisfied smirk. Zhan tears started rolling down on his cheeks and he felt his hands were shaking a little. He felt his legs don’t have much strength right now.

Zhan  : Wh-…..why?

Yibo : Tsk.. Its because I wanted to crushed down your proud smile and your shitty mouth.  That’s it..

Zhan frowned more and asked while gritting his teeth.

Zhan  : I’m asking why, when we had clearly sorted out everything. ? You–

Yibo  : You think i can forgive you just by knowing that you tried to save me after pushing me in a lake for dying?  And to be honest, i don’t hate you just because of this matter, there are lot more reasons and that’s the reason we have been enemies since years. You think i can forget everything because one day i found  that you were trying to save me? No, right? .. I’m not that kind hearted person.

Zhan couldn’t recognise the person in front of him. He felt he doesn’t know him at all. He cant read his expressions or anything. Yibo’s smirk widened and he continued

Yibo  : okay let me be honest with you for the first and last time. I planned to humiliate you in a different way so i made that deal with you but after doing it for one time i felt bored and i don’t have any interest in it anymore.

Zhan scoffed in disbelief and shook his head. He still wanted to believe that Yibo is acting

Zhan  : I don- I don’t be believe you. What did you even get from it? What type of revenge is th–

Yibo : So you want to listen it hmm? Okay..  Tsk… I can’t say it was too good but its not bad either. When you were lying naked under me and begging me to fuck you more, swaying your thirsty a&& in front my dik to quench its thirst and what my favourite moment was when  your were on your knees and scking my di*k like a little slut. It was amazing to fuck the hell out of your enemy until he can’t open his shitty mouth. I planned to do it few more times but.. Its not fun anymore. But i cannot deny the fact that i enjoyed when your were warming my bed and crawling on me like women who sells their a&&—-

Before he could say anything more, yibo felt sharp pain on his left cheek. His face turned toward the right side with huge impact of Slap. He rubbed his burning cheek and looked at Zhan who’s whole face was drenched with tears. Anyone could he how broken he was right now. His eyes were red and he was clenching his jaw to stop himself from sobbing in front of Yibo. He gulped down when his two tears fell like water droplets on Yibo’s shoes and said in his trembling voice when his lips were quivering.

Zhan : I never — I never thought you could be this disgusting.

To be continue
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